CANYCLICIOUS-BLOODCORE

2008-08-25T19:04:00.003+08:00

I can't believe i went to school today, it was like, oh my gawd, when i boarded the bus, i like thinking, "Should i go to school? Or i should just cabot and slack alone near Causeway point?" Then think think think, i saw Azizah boarded the bus, i saw her, i suddenly got the feeling to go to school, haahaa, she was my so called "laughing gas", Haahaa.

Then reached Causeway Point, loads of student come up the bus, then i thought we wounldn't be late taw, then we reached school, from the bus, i already can see the pupils inside the school already saying the pledge, then i think, SHIT! I told Azizah, my gawd, we're late, she sixth times late, i only one time, haahaa, i thought i need to clean the canteen, but no need, i first timer, woohoo! I went back to class while Alfiyan and Azizah cleaning the canteen.

Then lessons all the way, Chemistry, we got a test, i anyhow write in ABCD, i definitely will fail and i gave teacher a "taik" face, haahaa. She's the most irritating and ugliest teacher i've ever seen!

Then after school, go lepak with Roy, Farah, Syasya, Em and others are boys which i don't know, my gawd! Then went smoking awhile, then at 5 like that went home.

; Baybee, you're the only one who has my heart now, ily.

2008-08-24T15:29:00.003+08:00

Now, i felt much more different being with a guy i love the most, being with a guy which cares bout me, being with a guy which hears me out and being with a guy who's there for me whenever i need him.

We've been together for twelve days and it's really the love which i wants, we meet only twice a week, but i still love him every second. He's the everything i got now.
Wwe went many places together, we spent time together, it's really what i want. Wwe met each four times already, since thirteen of August.

First meeting, we went to Bugis, Arab street, Suntec and Esplanade.
Second meeting, we went to Town, Plaza Singapura, many other places, spent time with each other.
Third meeting also go town, many other places too, i really spent time with him.
Fourth meeting, we went to Zoo then to Airport, then to his area eat then slack.

Baybee, what i can say is, i love you.
Eventhough, since the second meeting, we've been quarreling, but we still understands each other and we'll end up laughing at each other, we still do love each other.

I'm changing my phone soon, planned not to sell my old phone and give my old phone to my boyfriend, cause he wants it, he can't wait, so i'll try my best to beg my aunty and mom to buy me phone, i don't want my boyfriend use a stupid Motorola phone! Arghh.

I'll be missing him soon, next meeting at Thursday, i can't wait.

2008-08-13T19:24:00.003+08:00

*OHM MY HEAVEN*
Today i had a special topic to talk bout but i know
it's illegal for me to say it here, tapi many of my
friends do did tht in sch too alrights! ((:

I did go sch today, i planned to cabot one taw, tapi
this Syasya arr, say she got p____ larr, thn i faster
pakai my uniform, faster eat my breakfast and here i go.

Reached sch, din't see Syasya, i thought she paitao me
siol, thn in the end, i see her standing infront, late
coming, bodoh larr sial she, always late nowdays.
Gone to class, she lemme see tht yellow yellow thingy,
nyahah, i so happy, i shouted, okay, shhh shhh shhh.

Thn whn having the maths lesson, i gone to water cooler,
i ate the pills, drank the water, woo. immediately, i mabok.
Thn go back to class, i giler larr sey, many things happened.
The special one is, we english lesson, came to class late,
teacher scolded us, thn i keep bowing to him je, like giler sey.
Talk to him like no life like tht larr, nyahaha.

Today talked to Hariz, meeting him at Saturday, go junkies,
thn we planning to go town, go gilergiler awhile.
Thn Sirin called, tapi i din't answer, cause i was having sch.
Pfft, if i knw he called, definitely i will answer larr. )):

P/S: For the whole lifetime, i'm Kiwi's.

2008-08-12T20:29:00.003+08:00

I really had nothin' to blog today, seriously. Pfft! It's like i went to school, today i woke up TIREDLY. I actually wanna go back to sleep but i was forced to go to school.

Reached school, heard that now prelims, so i texted Farhann, told him all the best for his prelims, must pass too and plus the three words i love you. Nyahha, that's common for me to say that now, i've been saying this to most of my guy friends.

Then i had a bod and unlucky day, you know, i got irritated by Miss Lau, she's fucking irritating, it's like, she had a dumb face and a fucking singlish lesson. By how she speak her english i already got irritated, it's like, i can't take that, it's really impossible for me to have a teacher teaching me using singlish. My godd! Then she was like, very unhappy with me and i'm fucking unhappy with her, really unhappy with her man! I shouted at her, really really loud, i'm really at the highest point of my anger, i got angry, she chased be out, i banged the door, and i gettin' to the toilet, slack inside, saw my school mates, chit chatting all the way, until the bell rang, gone back to class, take my bag, pheww, here me and Syasya go to 138 or 139, not very clear. Then i was waiting for Sirin to call, tapi he din't call, this is so sad!

P/S: I really, really miss Sirin. *Sad-Face*

2008-08-09T18:29:00.003+08:00

Well, i'm back here to post for every single day which i missed to post it here alrights? Nyahaha, i suddenly got the mood for posting/blogging, thats why okay.

Wednesday:
Pfft! At first, i was already walking with my father to the car and going to school, then Farah called and say she and Dinah cabot skolah, then i asked my father to drive me till Causeway point, i said i meeting friend there then go school, but tak paham lhar. I called Farah and we met at the Woodlands MRT platform, nyahha, before that i saw friends, they know i cabot, then threaten me, bodoh! Then we headed down to Toa Payoh, meet Liyana and Syaniza, both sama, tak pergi skolah, cabot pon. Then we went to the 40 storey building, we went to the 12th storey, go smoke and slack there, suddenly when Dinah's smoking, police came, she faster throw the rokok to Farah's puki, fuck siol! Then the police ask so many things, lol. Then Farah like giler mampos, nyahah. Then we slack till 1 like that, we went to Marsiling, bought rokok, we needed rokok urgently that moment. Then we went different direction at 4 pm.

Thursday:
Nothing to blog bout, cause we all went school, pfft!

Friday:
Woohoo, i cabot school again, this time is me alone, i cabot then i meet Sirin. Then met him at the Tree Haus Park there. After that, we go buy rokok, then saw this red shirt guy, followed us also, then at the block saw his giler mampos kawan, we buy rokok already we lepak there, after that we went different direction to lepak, then after that, all gathered again, lepak somemore, lepak till 9 like that, go other place lepak somemore, slacker man! Then i went home at late night, pfft, something happened, family problem, i don't wanna mention here, i was so pissed off by my mom!

Today(National Day, Happy 43th Birthday Singapore):
Today, i planned to go out with Aie, but i texted, i called him, tak reply, tak angkat, bodoh lhar sial, he sure angry one lhar shey. But nevermind, i got Syed now! He's back and for only me, babeh, i love you! We're temen tapi mesra and i'm sure, this will never end. We know each other by lepaking together, at first we never talk, until Sirin messaged me using his number and i texted him few days ago. Now we're really close. Monday i meeting him, yay-ness to me and himself.

That's all for today, tomorrow maybe meeting Mahfudz or Abu, see first. Nyahaha. Both i wish to meet, but see Mahfudz can or not first, cause he asked me out first.
Bye people, i love Syed! (:

2008-07-30T19:41:00.004+08:00

Well people, my birthday is 6 days away from today. I've received presents from cousins and parents already, it's too early, aku tau, but their like, busy, thats why they give me at advance.

Nyahaha, i can't wait for Friday, meeting Bang2, woah, i want present from him, but instead a present from him, im going to buy prepaid card for him, pfft! But i'm alright with it. Friday after school i'm going home straight ohr lepak awhil2, then go home get changed, prepare and go meet Bang2 at Gombak. Ask him come here, tak nak, i must go there, if not don't lepak, pfft!

Today, pfft, school totally sucks to the core man! Like, started school at 8.45 am, i woke up at 7.35 am, i was quite late know, then get prepared, my dad brought the food up at 7.50 am, like, WOAH! I faster tuck the food all into my mouth then ger prepared, draw my eyebrow! Pfft, keep go wrong side, got angry, then never draw high2, today low2, i decided to keep it low, prevent being called macdonald, nyahah!

Lesson sucks to the core man, like, i'm having my girly thingy, then so panas insie the class, then sweating, pfft! Then this Mrs Chew forced me wash toilet, must wash three times, to cover up the CIP time i cabot-ed! Then i realised that teacher got this art thingy that can cover up CIP also, i chosed that with Ruben. This Teacher's Day card lhar, draw for her somemore! Walaoeh!

Then after that, lessons all the way till 3 pm, pfft! Like what the hell lhar, i cannot tahan siol, tired macam nak mati already! Then after school, me and Syaniza go to Marsiling Secondary there meet Dinah and Roy. Then wanna buy greeny, saw Farah with them, then Farah got free greeny by them, then asked her lepak with us. Lepak until 5 something, went to Woodlands Stadium, Farah need change back to uniform, cause she cabot without parent's consent. Then went home after that.

P/S: Six days to my birthday!(:
2nd P/S: This guy, pfft, i can't be bother anymore. He never fail to tell lies, he never felt regretted, he never even loved me. He never ever trusted me, even for a second. But why is it so difficult to put this behind me? Anyone can tell me what i should do?

2008-07-29T19:20:00.004+08:00

This guy if Friday paitao me, i sure bash him up. Woohoo, this friday finally got people celebrate my birthday with me, then Saturday maybe with another friend, this year birthday, definitely i must enjoy myself!(:

Yoh2, i'm back here again, nyahaha. Actually for today, din't really have things to blog cause nothing really special happened lhur, nyahhaa. Oh yeah, i woke up quite late shey today, tired, stressed, angry, crazy and mony2 more in me.

The most suprisingly thing is, my friendship between him is totally over, i really wanted this to end know, from like that day he hurt me. Pfft, now it's over, but i'm still very unsatisfied with many things bout me and him. Like, i always thought he love only me last time, but you know, it's all one-sided love from me, he love every girls he knew, he loves everybody he knew, pfft! He should tell me he got many teman tapi mesra girlfriends from the start, then i will understand! I once asked him, :'You popular amongst girls ah!' Then he replied,:'No lhar, where got, anyhow only.' You see, thats the way he lied to me, how am i going to except that he got many other girlfriends outside which i already kissed him, hugged him and we hold hands walking in public infrom of his friends, pfft! Like, what the hell! Yesterday night i've already been very straight forward to him, is not i wanted to be cruel or what, but what i sent him, it's the fact pe. This is so unexceptable, now it's over, and me and him free now, he can anyhow now, i can anyhow also, no need to worry somemore, kan? Pfft! What the fuck , i should end this earlier, avoid being tortured, crying so many times just for him and infront of my friends, no, it should be in the canteen, after school which people always gathered there, i just can't believe i cried in front of almost the whole school!

Okay, today after school, me, Syaniza, Atiqah and Zulaikah went to opposite and buy greeny, i kup money with Zul, then i 10, she 10. After that, Atiqah and Zul went back school for the New Water thing then me and Syaniza Cabot, nyahah. Then me, Syaniza, Dinah and Roy went to Tree Haus park, go Greeny awhile, then went to Causeway Point, walk2, then go the hall, rest2, we macam no life siol, walk like nowhere to go shey, nyahah. Then went Mac, saw someone familiar, okay, hack care that shiot, after that went home, bored siol. Tomorrow school till 3 pm, pfft, should i go? Of course i'm going, yesterday cabot, tomorrow must go!

P/S: I'm so in a bad mood now, pfft!)):

2008-07-28T18:54:00.002+08:00

Okay, Yesterday i was planning to meet Yan, at his block that bus stop one, but i thought his family got some problemoh, thats why never reply my messages after that, then after awhile he messaged me told me his handphone spoil, of course will spoil, his using the Motorola, blah2 phone dhey.

Then when i was about to take bus to Yishun, Yan's house there, i crossed the road between Civic and Causeway point, i saw Dinah, Roy and Dinah's cousin, Haziqah, i think so. Then i texted her, say i wanna meet them, yah, i met them,, i din't go meet Yan, i lazy go until Yishun, nyahaha. Then me and Roy go Marsiling, buy that green thingy while Dinah and her cousin go Vista Park there, then after me and Roy buying that green thingy, i and Roy go meet Dinah they all.

Then walk, walk, walk, like, whatsoever. We finding for Vista Park, nyahaha, like not far from Vista Point only, halfway walking, smoking, then reached this barbecue pit, Dinah's mother wanna know how it looks like, then after that we sat awhile, then we went back to Causeway Point, gone to Mac and eat, then after that we go The block opposite Civic Center. Many people there then go stupid people also, asked for cigarettes, lol. Stupis pe. Nyahaha. Went back home at 5.45 pm.

Then as for today, tak pergi skolah, same with Syaniza. We to cabot skolah, but we're not planned okay, last minute tak pergi. Then after that i asked Dinah, wanna lepak not, then need to do art for her, meet her, Amalina, Farah and Roy they all at their school there, nyahah, waited quite long, cause of Farah, pfft! Then we headed down to Tree Haus park, oh, before that we bought green, nyahah. Headed to Tree Haus park after that, woohoo, thought of doing the art, then Dinah never bring, pfft! Nyahaha, then 'green2' then we went home at 5.40 pm like that, nyahha.

P/S: Girls thingy, cramps!

2008-07-26T17:43:00.005+08:00

Yo, i'm so back and back again here, i once thought of deleting my blog, but i think twice, cause whenever im bored and sad, i'll use my blog to tell my feelings, wooohooo.

I went out with Yan, yesterday, went Yishun and meet him first, was drizzling siol, fucking cold somemore, and i'm wearing short skirt, wheew. Then he came down to the bus stop and meet me, smoking halfway, nyahaha, was singing, 'Nak pergi maner, want to go where?' Nyahaha, was like crazy, then talk2. Then i said the next bus coming heading to where then we go where, 965 came, we headed to Seng Kang, we thought got cinema there, but never, then we headed to Toa Payoh by 163, took around 1 hour to reach there, lol. He was lying his head on my shoulder, then i thought of sleeping too, but the bus is like, so shaky, i can't.

Reached Toa Payoh, we went to walk2, smoke2, found the cinema, we watched the 'Hellboy 2, The Golden Armyies.' Cool shitoh man, the show fucking cool, i love it, especially watching with Yan, nyahaha. Then we headed to void deck, went to the highest block at Toa Payoh, 40 stories man, cool aites! Then we see2 the view, fucking nice, he said Kallang nicer, i'll ask him to bring me there other day. Then we went back to Central there, slack2. smoke2 again. Nyahah, took taxi at 12 midnight something, he paid for it, thanks baby.(:

&& for today, i din't go out to anywhere, eh, i goodgirl today lah sial, never anyhow eat, never go out and i never even get any quarrels with my family, nyahha. Good girl kan? I woke up at 2 pm today, sial, quite late, cause i'm so fucking damn tired, went home so late. It wasn't really 12 we went home, the othe rest is a secret, woohoo. Quite romantic, went somewhere. Then my sayang today go skating, i think around Yishun bah, cause he said he skate home, can't possibly go far bah, kan? Nyahaha, then he so tired siol, he's taking a nap now and maybe he'll wake up later and text me, i love you, sayang!

This fucking guy, f guy, said he's in some 'd' thingy don't know whats that also, and it's just a stupid reason, oh well, i din't really care much bout him now cause i don't really care, thats the fact. I use to text him always, everyday, but ever since that happened, i din't really got the mood to talk to him now, like i tried to talk to him happily, but i think cannot, cause no more feelings, it's all gone, really gone sial, by just few days.

P/S: Oh shiot, i shouldn't talk bout him anymore, cause i don't earn anything by that too, just wanna let him know, what he done, is like totally so wrong, oh bye. && what i meant is Friend U Can Keep, bodoh!

2008-07-21T20:51:00.002+08:00

Baby, we've been through so much obstacles and what we get in the end is, being a part of each other, it's like, i've never expected. The day you meet me, Saturday, it's like, i've never been so in love and crazy before with a boy which i loved, you're the only one who cheers up my day, cinta kamu. Baby, nothing can replace you, it's like, you're my everything now.

Baby, thanks for being there for me on Saturday, with what you've done to me, i felt that you're my only one i would like to love now, baby, i love you.

School's freaking me out, i'm so stressed, i wish to focus, but i can't, it's like i'm use to being naughty, use to being bad to teacher, i wish i could focus and study, but it's like, i can't even listen to what teacher says, making me freak out. Sigh.

Baby, i love you.

2008-07-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

Baby, even we're teman tapi mesra, i still love you like you're really my boyfriend. I would wish that we'll never be apart like other couples. The way you love me, is so much different from my ex. It's like you showered me all the love which you have, you did your best to make me feel love, baby, i cinta you.

Today, i went school, i already knew that i will be called up by Mr Tan, and he did. Was like, standing amongst the whole school, people like, see, see. What see, see siool. Am i a criminal or what? I hate the feeling being underestimate by teachers. I din't purposely cabot the trip, but i really dreaded to go, i hate it.

After school, lepak-ed with Dinah, Farah and Amalina, after that Roy and Faz came, like things went wrong, i don't wish to bring it up here. Then Faz went away. We lepak, we sang, and we rapped, i like the way they bright up my day. Girlfriends, i love you girls! Then we went home at around 6 nearly to 7.

2008-07-15T18:36:00.003+08:00

It maybe difficult for me to explain to my buddy bout how i feel to him. It's just friend between me and him, but i treated him more than a friend, it's like closest friend i ever had. Yeah, this may occur some mistakes between me and him, but i hope his girlfriend understand how i feel. I've never had a idea of breaking you two, i swear that i'll never. He's once my buddy and forever it'll be.

Thanks girlfriends for cheering me up everytime i need you all. I really appreciates your love, girls. Showering with friendship love, makes me feel better.

Much more thankies to Farhann, my boyfriend. He's been with me for 7 days, i love the way he treat me and talk to me. He's the guy i've never meant to hurt, never meant to leave and never meant to make him cry. Baby, aku cinta kau.

Back to school, and i got called up by Mr Tan, i'm so, so fucked up. I hate the feeling of being underestimated by teachers. I never meant to cabot the excursion but i really don't wanna go, makes me feel so irritated.

2008-07-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

TOWN.
Today i woke up at, hmmm, i forgotten already siool. Today i too crazy then forgottem most of the thing. At first i, Syaniza, her sister, Dinah, Farah, Roy and Faz lepak at 844. Then i actually lost my way at first siool, then i tried to firgure out the way and the most paiseh thing is, i asked for directions, dohh! Then after that then i saw Syaniza's sister seating at the stone chair there, nyahhaa. Dinah's family got problem siool, i felt sad for her seyh. Then after that her mom called and talked for 15 minutes, doh, that was long siool. Then Syaniza came late siool, we desporate for rokok, we bought those, pukey things siool, nyahaha. Then i have to meet Ayun at 3 at Choa Chu Kang, we planned to go town, then i have to change mah, i walked home and changed, far siool, nyahaha. Then i met him at Choa Chu Kang MRT. He and his girlfriend got something wrong seyh, cause of me. She thought i and him got something else, but no. I swear, me and him only buddeh. We very close one but i won't spoil my buddeh's relationship, i swear. I also don't want to have a relationship. Then we took MRT to Bugis first, he wanna buy 3/4 shirt, but at bugis only got few choices, then we went to town. Went to Cineleisure, but was raining, so we was drench in the rain, but not very luh. Then we go this HDLIN shop, i think is like that spelled buh. He bought this shirt, very nice, $45, doh. Then we go Far East, there got loads, loads of s/4 shirt, he regretted siool. Then wanna go eat, he's sick again siool. Then eyes very red siool. He's eyebrow there the piercing git pus siool. Pathetic. Then after that go Topshop. Then after shipping, around 9 something, we went home, sick siool, so pathetic, my buddeh. Tomorrow maybe going out with him again, with his friends. [:

2008-07-10T16:52:00.002+08:00

FARHANN.
I knew this guy Farhann yesterday, but we get along quite well man, can't stop talking and we can't stop teasing each other, woohooo. He's preparing for exams so we won't meet till he finish his exams, nyahhaa. I miss my buddeh Ayun so much yaw. He's dating today, nyahaha, my buddeh's girlfriend pretty siol. I and him promise each other that, we'll only be friends for the rest of our live. Nyahaha. I think i won't be getting into relationship so easily lerh, i wanna find one loyal and hothotheat one, nyahaha. I'm in love with this song 'Stepping stone' by Duffy, this song very nice siool, very sad also. The rythm fucking nice, slow song. Vintage song, i guess bah. I put it in my friendster profile, wanna hear it, visit my profile and comment meh. [: Okay, i have nothing to say except that i knew many hot guys nowadays, wooohooo. Last time i'll get nervous easily when meeting new people but nowadays when i meeting new people, it's like meeting long lost friend like that, like not so shy one leh, very open one, nyahaha. Okay, really nothing to say anymore. Bye, fellow mates. Ohyeah, luckily i din't go for camp, Syaniza says it sucks like hell, wooohooo, luckily i din't go. Nyahaha, i can enjoy my time this whole week. [:

2008-07-09T17:49:00.002+08:00

FADLY.
Today, i woke up by my aunty shaking my legs, gawd, she disturbed my sleep and thanks to her for waking me up, i nearly late for meeting Fadly man. Then i messaged him to confirm the meeting, he said yes, so i faster get prepared, i cooked maggie and eat, nothing to eat in my house man. Then my mom came back and scolded me that why never call her and ask her buy food, oh dey, i thought she was in the hospital. Then my dad discharged already, maybe must go back for checkup again. Then he like, stayed in the toilet for half an hour, nyhahaa. Then i gone out at 2.30pm. I was there at 3.05pm. Fadly wasn't there yet, met at Yio Chu Kang, then got one lunatic uncle right beside me, takot luh sial, then i rushed Fadly faster come, wooohooo. He's so, so cute with that short haristyle, nyahaha. Then we smoke, smoke lorh, woohooo! Then he gotta go work at 5 at airport, nyahaha. We spent so little time together, din't really talk, but to see him, i'm already happy lerh. Then this Ayun was sick, din't text me, arghh. I miss my buddy now, i think he was really sick. Then now i'm watching television, okay, i'm damn tried. Wwohoooo!

2008-07-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

AYUNNN.
Today, i din't go to school, nyahaha. I lazy luh sial, go school see those teachers, like a wanna argue with them like that. They see me, like not happy, i might as well stay at home or either go meet my friends, nyahaha. My mom doesn't know that tomorrow camping then she thought i tomorrow got school. Then i thought of meeting Fadly then he got presentation to do then we planned to meet tomorrow, after that i meet Ayun. Meet him at Admiralty first, then after that we went Choa Chu Kang by MRT. Went his house, he go inside change first then i waited outside for him, he took, long, long time to change man. Then go some shop, he helped me buy rokok. Then we sat at this void deck, we smoke, smoke, he and me talk, talk, snatching ciggies, e basturd siool, don't wanna gimme, arghhh! He cute siool, always like don't wanna gimme that stupid ciggies. I always step angry, then he give in to me. Then we lepak till late hours at eight like that, woohooo! Then my mom always call, call, call, so angry siool, i talk to her nicely then she talk to me like, whatever. Nyahaha, i was being claimed as thid party by this guy's girlfriend, looool, okay, whatever to this couple.

2008-07-07T15:33:00.002+08:00

STRESSED.
Today, early in the morning, my mom wake me up, say wanna go visit my dad, finally she let me go. Then i got up, get everything prepared, changed, was like, don't know what to wear, randomly. Then she say not so early, then for what ask me up so early, sial uh. Then changed, wait her, she was like taking her own sweet time, preparing. Then took MRT to Novena there, my father admitted to Tan Tock Seng. Then visited him, infront of his bed, got one accident, teenage guy, i think is bike one, but never see his face, don't know hot or not, nyahha. Then my mom says that quite serious, cause he close the curtain. Then quite fast we went back, i asked my mom to walk at Velocity first, i wanna buy one shirt, then the shop haven't open, then went to Novena Square there, she wanna buy Teva slippers, cost $20+, okay, expensive. I asked her to go back to Velocity with me go see whether the shop open already not. Then open already, bought that shirt, with many icons, got skulls, words and many more. I'm actually very stress right now know, sigh. Luckily the Fadly came back already, he cheered me up. He asked me out to SheeSha but i can't go, he want me relax, but my mom don't allow, tomorrow got school. Then he talked to me in MSN, he's really so understanding, i talked so many craps with him, he's not even mad at me. I love you, buddy. I knew one guy call Ayun. He and me quite, hmm, don't know how to say uh, hot luh sey, he's taken. Me and him besties. Nyahaha, we like keep talking from yesterday till just now, he lepak with his girlfriend, then later text me, nyahaha. I'm not going to be in love again, woohoo!~

2008-07-06T17:23:00.003+08:00

TEARDROPS.
I cried again and again, nothing will go back like the way i want. Nobody knows how i feel right now, i keeo on smoking this few days, i'm so stressed. Ths morning my dad was fetched by the ambulance, gone to Tan Tock Seng hospital. My dad's cancer relapse. Two things happened in one go, how you all expect me to except this? I love by boyfriend so much, he doesn't even understands me. The person i need now, he's now in Genting, he's the only one i can go to now. I miss him so much, since the last time we met is last month. I need him, he's willing to hear my feelings. Eventhough i always quarrelled with him and i always misunderstands him, he still says, "I completely understands you, it's alright." You know, he's so good to me. I felt so guilty to treat him so bad that few days. Sigh. DD: I need my friends, i need you guys so much, especially Fadly. Please come back from Genting as soon as possible.

Why, why things happened so suddenly, i don't want this to happen.

2008-07-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

SOMERSET.
Today i thought i would never go out sey, cause no one was really free sial, then i sad siool, messaged so many people, some say no moon, some say bored, some say lazy some even say, i with my mataer uh, wah, jealous siool. Then i left out my pretty cousin sey, then she was the one who's calling me first, then i din't pick up, i called back, she asked me to buy rokok with her, then she going City Hall after that, then like i need to come back, sad uh, then i say don't want. Then i messaged her ask what time she coming home, then she called me ask me wanna go Somerset or not, then sure say yes luh, i miss that place siool, all the skateboarders, hot siool, nyahhaa. I miss the place, memories there siool, my ex siool, sigh. Then with Siva, Joshua, Serene and me go there, the boys need to take photo for project. Then me and Serene, camwhoring. Was funny luh sey. Then head down to Cineleisure, Serene wanna eat, the boys go smoke, this Siva uh, don't let me smoke. Then we go eat, was punched by this Siva, arghhh! Then after that, back to Somerset, took some more photos of people playing bikes. Then down to Bishan, lepak with Sarah, Kelvin, Annabelle, Shi Jie and one more boy, smoke again, again, don't let me smoke, they all bad siool. Then some of them gone home, Siva finally helped me buy rokok, woohoo~! Then after that down to the playground there smoke and slack. This Serene and Sarah, climbed up to the roof, so i followed, i din't know thats so easy to climb, took quite long time, then took photos, then i came down, nearly cried, nyahah. Then Sarah and her boyfriend stay there, me, Serene and Siva gone to J8. Met Derrick, Danny, Yu Sheng, one indian guy, some other guys also, then one emo guy. Sat there for quite long siakkk, they all smoke, we cannot. Then after that we seperated, Siva gone home after that, before that i accompanied Siva go toilet, then talk so many things siakk, like non-stop. Nyahha. Then met Alson and Wei Zhi, we gone home together, gone supermarket and buy food, nyahaha. This Wei Zhi, don't know how to save money one. Then gone home, they fetched me back home then they all go home. Nyahaha. Fun day.

PS: He's making me cry infront of my friend.

2008-07-04T19:46:00.002+08:00

SEMBAWANG.
Okay, today i went school, i din't expect Syasya also going sey, nyahaha, i underestimated you already luh. Okay, i woke up at six loorh, nyahaha. Then i get prepared for school dad drove me to school today, again. Then i reached school at 7.15, always the same time i reached school. Then i go seat down, Syaniza came school, yay! Then the place i seat got many ants siakk, don't know who the fuck throw the candy there, okay, fuck shit her luh sey. Then so paisey, chasing away the ants siool. Then after assembly went to class had lessons lorh, nyahaha. Then recess, never eat siool, i eat snickers only sey, noone accompany me go buy, was quite angry. Oh yeah, i quarreled with Mr Han, today really bad man, i wrote this in my paper,:"Please don't drag the words you say, talk faster, don't give us so many work to do, give us breaks for at least 2 minutes, then don't act cool luh sey, stop saying cold jokes, cause it's ain't funny at all, i'm not going to write this reflection again, cause i done nothing wrong!" Nyahaha, i'm bad sey, he emo at one corner, then afterthat apologise to us sey, woohooo!~ Then after school, me, Syasya, Ika, Atikah went to 138 there, smoke, smoke, waiting for Farah to come and buy us rokok, we wearing uniform can't go buy, nyahaha, she arrived quite late sey, waiting like siaooo. Then went behind Marsiling Secondary school there smoke again, nyahaha. Then walk to Tree Haus park smoke again. Then after that went Mac buy burgers, then this Buuuuu texted me say wanna meet, i was like, oh my gawd, he asked to meet, i faster run back to Tree Haus then tale my bag, pheww, here i come Buuuu. I thought i was late but no man, he was the one who is late, nayahha. He came at 4.30 then i reached there 4 sey. I din't blame him, wearing this striking yellow tee, hawt luh sey, Buuu. Then head down to his area, Sembawang. I cried cause of something, then he comfort me, soo good sey he. I felt so happy after that. Then i went home lorh, dad and mom keep nagging me, arghhh.

PS: I mis Buuu and my Hairul. )):

2008-07-03T18:47:00.002+08:00

ATTITUDE ME.
Okay, today i woke up at six then i prepare for school, forget what i ate for breakfast already luh sey. My dad rive me to school using my brother's car lorh, nyahaha. Then today nobody messaged me, nyahaha. I reached school then i immediately go hall, i thought go class sey, nyahaha, luckily i din't walk to class, later paisey, lol. Then when i reached hall, Syaniza's already seating down there, reserved me a seat infront of her, as in, she wants me to seat infront of her, nyahah. Then this Ignasious (don't know how to spell) mess with my hair, fuck siool, i wasn't aware of that sey, nyahaha. I don't know got people saw or not. Then got NIC today. Then PE lesson, played volleyball with Aamillea, Syaniza go for the 2.4 run. Then was sweating like no one ever did, in my uniform, my uniform very ugly sey when sweating, can see your bra what colour one sey, nyahaha. Then nothing special ley after that, oh yeah, i was again punished my Mr Han, i guess he's too jealous of my laughter, nyahaha. He can't even let us laugh luh dey. You this fatty, don't you know how big your ass is? Lol, he like talk to me loudly, i gave one stupid attitude to him, ey, sial uh, he thought he who sey, where got the right to control my laughter siak, aku benci Mr Han luh sey, arghhhh! Then was like my friends all support me sey, say ask me seat down, but the floor dirty then i squat. This Mr Han say:" Ey, who ask you to seat?", then i say:"Cher, i never seat luh, i SQUAT luh dey, cannot see uh?!" Nyahhaa, thats part so many people laugh, then he paisey, many people kena pissed off by him sey, nyahaha. Then after school, me, Syaniza, Dinah and two other girls went to Causeway library there do their ART project for SA1. I helped Dinah to draw the Shark and Clown Fish, they keep saying i'm an artist siool, nyahaha. Kidding2. Then after that, this "it" came, Roy. I though "it" will buy rokok for us know, sial uh, in the end "it" never buy, arghhh. Then gone Mac eat, then after that go B&S there stand for very long sey, nyahaha. Go there laugh, talk and eheh. Lol, okay was fucking funny when i, Dinah so all those stupid things, nyahah. I can't describe sey, was really fun. Now i reached home.

PS: I miss my baby very much sey, sigh. )):

2008-07-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

DIKIR BARAT.
Today went school at 8 then reached school at around 8.20. Then today wasn't Amillea who texted me, is Syaniza, she asked me whether i'm going school or not. Nyahaha, of course i'm going, cause she finally going to school, after absenting for two days of school. Then i happy luh sey. Then reached school, she haven't reach and i forgotten to bring my tie, i was like hesitating sey, don't know what to do sey, then here ask, there ask, nobody have extra one. Then no choice, waste my $7 to buy this stupid tie. Then got the NYAA briefing sey, i cannot go, i got medical probllem urh, later sick, faint sey, nyahaha. Then i asked Syaniza don't go also, lepak at Tree Haus, got three free days siakk, nyahaha. Was suppose to go school for that three days, but i don't want. Nyahaha. Then after briefing is lessons already, recess was at 12. Was grumbling sey, my stomach. Then recess eat many siakk, waste my money. Was planning to buy rokok, but not enough money. Then was kena punished by Mister Han, fucking irritating, was making fun of his butt, oops! Syaniza luh, so funny siakk. Then after school, we met Dinah and her friend outside our school. Then we never tell our friends siool, we bad. Rabak! Then gone Tree Haus, met Faz and Mooni, nyahha. After that met Farah. Rokok siool, we got loads. Then got this bunch of upper sec from my school, playing catching, okay, lame. Then they like shout, shout, then we also shout back. Lame siool. Then they like make fun of us smoking, nyahaha. Then we talking about this gong2 and gunduu. Siaal uh, fucking funny. Then after that we went Causeway point, accompanied Syaniza eat at Mac. Then gone home after that.

PS: I love you, Hairul, my sexy bomb. :DD xx

2008-07-01T19:06:00.002+08:00

AESTHATIC LESSON.
Okay, today was like still the same urh, nyahaha. Woke up early in the morning six o clock, get ready to school. My dad drive me to school, as per normal, Amillea messaged me ask me wait for her at the foyer but i dint, nyahaha. She came quite late man, nyahaha. Then no assembly today, go class straight. I very, very tired this morning, but after i laugh, laugh with my friends, well, wide awake. Syaniza never come again, lol. Then having aesthatic class, was like must dance new steps. This few bitches was there, laughing, shouting, like nobody's business. Lol, some crazy bitches dancing, fucking irritating, so i was pissed, i din't dance, nyahah. Was waiting for my boyfriend to wake up. Nyahaha. Recess after that lorh. After that had this art lesson, nyahaha. I was nearly kena punish, cause din't do homework, as in, i don't know got homework, was absent last week. Then like doing this windmill for the national day, fucking lame, nyahaha. Was wondering why the windmill wasn't moving, nyahaha. Then after school, so lepak and smoke near Marsiling Secondary there. Saw Dinah. After that, me, Ika and Atikah went Tree Haus. After that, Syaniza want me to lepak with her, so i asked them to go home first, i went back school for volleyball, skipped the half of the class, coach din't notice at all. Nyahaha. Then after that, i lepak Syaniza, her sister, Faz, Farah, Mooni, Dinah, three other Woodgrove sec one girls, two of them wnna pierce tongue, Syaniza's sister helped, after all that, go Causeway point awhile, then i went home first.

2008-06-30T22:14:00.002+08:00

HAIRUL'S MY SEXBOMB.
Okay, today got school, early in the morning six o clock, i woke up sey, sial urh, fucking tired lurh sey, i thought of not going to school, but i last week already skipped school for two days, my friends ask me to go, so i go lorh, nyahaha. (: Then this Amillea, texted me, she like very rush like that sey, ask me fatser reach school, she talk like she very lonely like that, wey, she got friends there with her also, nyahaha. Then i reached school, my dad drove me to school, so i searched for Amillea, but she wasn't at the foyer, hack care, then she asked me where am i, well hey, i'm so tall seating right there, can't you see me? Nyahaha. Then finished the assembly, went to Home Econs, cooked this stupid chicken curry, i hate it, the smell so smelly lurh sey, nyahaha. Then never eat, me and Xiu Ling don't dare to eat, throw away. Nyahaha. Then recess lorh. Hairul texted me, nyahaha. So early, he woked up man. Nyahaha. Then after that had lessons. Syaniza din't come school lurh sey, for some personal reasons. Then me and Hairul turned very close, boyfriend and girlfriend. Nyahaha. Then after school, i bought rokok from Zul, went block smoke with Ika, gone back school awhile, then we went home lorh. Nyahaha. Then came home watch televsion.

2008-06-29T14:44:00.004+08:00

RANDOM DATE.
Okay, firstly, i and this guy planned to meet up. So i was actually considering t first know, cause i scared i lose my way to his house there sey, Nyahaha. Then we talk, talk. He was really bored and i'm already rotting at home, so there's someone dating me out, hey, dating me out! Nyahaha, kidding. So i said yes lorh, cause random mah, oops. Then he asked me to go Sembawang first then text him to this particular number which i don't whose one. Then i reached already texted him lorh, i took bus to his house there, he's waiting at the bus stop. Oh my gawd, he's like, fucking hawt okay, my gawd. Then he gave me rokok, red one, nyahaha. Then random things lurh sey. Nyahaha. I had fun with him wors. He said he'll soon move to east, sad sey, sigh. I wanna meet him again sey.
MALAY BOYFRIEND.
Okay, lets talk bout my title. I've been wondering if having a malay boyfriend would be great not, but i think really great lurh sey. Different races got many topic to talk bout, and people may think it's cool though. Nyahaha. Nowadays i'm cling onto malay people, wanna know malay friends. Now below my house got malay wedding, sial urh, cool giler sey, they ask many bikers come here to invite the bride, fuck cool right? Sial urh, this is the second time this month already, woah, how i wish i want this kinda wedding. My parents said this is kinda low class, but for me kinda cool lurh sey. Nyahaha. Sial urh, i never go out today sey, nowhere to go, but got people wanna go out, just don't know where to go, nyahaha. Oh yeah, just now my daddy's friend all come and visit him sey, quite crowded lurh sey. Somemore say i very tall, can be stewardess, gawd. Okay bored now.

2008-06-28T18:34:00.004+08:00

FUGLY.
Okay, this guy Siq, he's emo always, veven if he's bald now, without hair also so emo and hawt. He talked to me this afternoon, he asked that where i stay, where i school cause he saw me near Marsiling Secondary school the 913 bus stop. Sial uh, i'm so fugly at that moment. With my fugly uniform and fugly hairstlye and i fugly face without my make ups. Nyahaha. Then i told him i need to make up from now on to school, to get prepared to see him. Nyahaha. He hawt giler sey. Okay, i knew him long ago, nowadays then started talking one. Now talk bout this Mister Aery, another fucking emo guy, he's hawt, he's chinese and he's tall. This Aery urh, always lend me his ears to listen to my grandmother stories, nyahaha. He's been a great "brother" to me, i love you Aery.

2008-06-28T13:59:00.005+08:00

I SKIPPED SCHOOL AGAIN.
Okay, yesterday i din't go school again. Nyahaha, at first i was already all prepared to go school, wore my shoes already know, then when i stood up, i fell, i was like giddy till my whole body sweating like hell, i don't know why. My mom held me to the couch and asked me don't go school, then don't go lorh. I stayed at home whole day long, was planning to meet Ika they all, but after that i know Syaniza never go school also, so i never lepak with them. Then today, nothing special lorh, but i knew one new friend, nyahaha. Hawt giler lurh sey, fuck. Nyahaha. Was talking dirty things, nyahaha. Then was like, i wanna meet my friends up, but i think they all sure not free one lurh, so i din't asked them. Okay, i was like kena attracted by this hawt guy, okay. If i dare, i sure ask him out sey. Nyahaha. Well, it's beyond my control to fall in love with you, can you just say what you want? I wanna meet him now, but i'm just practically shy now, arghhh! When i was about to meet this guy today but i'm just too dumb,, don't know how to go there. I guess he'a angry with me sey, waliaooo, i feel so bad. Eventhough, he said it's alright, but i still feel very bad. Yeah, i like him, so what? Just one-sided love, i don't mind, nyahaha. Forget it. When it's time, my love will come, so just let it be burh. Yeah, i admit i do random stuffs with guys, but for me, it's so common already lurh sey. Nowadays i miss randoming with guys, nyahaha. Hey, who wants? Tell me, i'll lepak with you. Okay, i guess i fell in love with this particular hawt guy, i knew recently. Nyahaha. I'm so crazy.

2008-06-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

TREE "H"AUS.
Okay, sorry for not blogging yesterday is because i came home after school quite late luh sey, nyahaha. I went to the Tree Haus there after school with Syaniza they all luh. Nyahaha, then we met Syaniza'a friends lorh. Go there smoke, smoke and lepak luh. Sial uh, went home what time i also forgotten sey, nyahah. Oh yeah, Zul yesterday give us rokok one, thats why we got the rokok to smoke. She kena suspended cause of her coloured hair luh sey, then she waiting outside of school for us sey, pathetic. Nyahah. Today, i went school lorh, just for fun. Was like seating in the hall for so long cause of the News In Class luh sey. Then delay the time for our Physical Education lesson sey, fuck tart right? Nyahaha. Okay, then most of them have to retest their NAPFA test, the 3.4km, sial uh, fucking tired, i swear, but i din't run luh, i passed already at the very first time. Nyahaha. Okay, then the other of us seperated, some play soccer, some play basketball, but for me, i play both, nyahaha. Then the rest of the school lessons fuck tart luh. Nyahaha. Then after school, we supposed to go for CIP know, but we fuck shit sey, most of us din't go, fuck right? Nyahah, i guess theacher will be shocked to see almost half of the class dint go, nyahaha. Then saw Fazlie at Causeway Point with his girlfriend Syahirah. Nyahaha, asked for rokok from Farah. Then Farah treated us for movie, "Penelope" after i watched the show, we made fun of it, nyahaha. Yarh, at first me and Syaniza planned to go home, but i asked her to find orang to lepak, in the end we found Faz and Farah, nyahah. Gone home at around six to seven like that.

2008-06-24T18:45:00.002+08:00

SKIPPED SCHOOL.
Terrible things happened last night. My cramps got worst, my gawd, i bet you can;t even imagine i pain i had man, nyahaha. I was like crying out for help, then can't even seat up straight and walk properly. I was really in pain and i cannot take it already, i ate many medicine but it's useless. Thankfully, i brother came back and my mom said i had to go consult doctor see whether anything wrong or not. Then on the way towards the clinic at Yishun, was like the pain was gone so i asked to go back home and save up the money for the consultation and jab. I've already gone to this doctor for number of times, cost a bomb, hundred plus. My gawd, nyahaha. Then o went home, slept, still pain so i asked my mom to take something hot and put at my stomach, i felt so much better and fall asleep. Today, i din't attend school, i'm afraid later will pain again and my father din't wake me up. Then i woke up at seven plus slept again then woke up at eleven plus. Then i watched television, eat all this lorh. Then Syafiqah and Syaniza angry with my sial at first, i asked them go school, but in the end i din't go. Then i asked them to lepak at causeway at two o clock. Then i lepak with them, went to the Treehaus there smoke. Nyahaha. Then was actually meeting Zul and Amal, the paitao us siak, nyahaha. Then met one of Syaniza's friend, Farah. Then while waiting for the other to girls but acted like boys those people to come, in the end something happened to Syafiqah, so i accompany her go home and i also go home lorh, cause my cramps come again. Nyahaha. Now watching television, Channel 8, the funny show. Okay, there's a hawty in friendster talked to me, i wanna know him. Nyahaha.

2008-06-23T21:12:00.001+08:00

DANIEL KICKASS.
I miss this guy who're once in Singapore but now back to Aussie. Okay, i miss him so fucking much right now. If i get the chance to see him, he'll for sure got my kick in his asshole.

2008-06-23T18:44:00.003+08:00

CRAMPS.
Took some photos of my friends and me. One is, me and Syida, another is Azizah, and another is Amanda. Okay. Today was the first day of school since the school reopens. My gawd, i hate school totally. It sucks really big time man, nyahaha. Okay, i got up at six, i washed up and dressed up, my mom cooked me breakfast and my dad drove me to school. Reached school around seven fifteen like that luh. By the time i reached there, everybody was already assembled properly, nyahaha. I was waiting upon for Syaniza, she told me she would come to school today sial, but end up she sleeping at home. Texted her she dint reply till eleven something she then asked us to lepak with her at B&S. Okay, then after that i met another friend. Nyahaha, i had fun with him. although his soo sooo soooo emo, he's still so fucking funny. I wore my uniform, he wore so emo, was like, okay, paiseyy luh, but he dint mind. After awhile, i had my cramps, i can't take it, so to sacrifice the time with him i went home and he had to rush home too. We planned to meet again soon, he wanna meet me again, wooohoooo! Nyahaha, i'm so happy right now luh, nyahaha. Okay, i'm having my cramps now but tomorrow still going school. I asked Syaniza tomorrow really must come, nyahaha. Alrights, i need to end here, i'm so in pain right now.

2008-06-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

BLURRED.
Okay, i now i'm blurred, i don't know hwere to start. The day before yesterday, i met Hariz. He came Causeway Point and meet me at the Boots and Shoes, then actually planned to meet at one thirty, it turns up to be five. Thats late huh. Then asked him buy cigarette. Then go behind the escalator there smoke. I said i wanna go Tampinese slack, so we went there by 168, met two of his friend. Then reached there, we go slack lorh, talk talk all this luh. Then i went home at seven something by 168, the journey tooks 45 minutes. Then yesterday i stayed at home whole day, at night then went out and eat. Went out with family, quite late uh, around nine to ten we then went out. Went Upper Thomson Road there eat seafood, nyahaha. Then after that went 883 the Shop & Save buy some groceries. Then went home, reached home at one thirty. Today i went out with my aunt, at first go Toa Payoh, then walk walk, nothing to walk, then after that we went Novena, Velocity. I saw this hoody, fucking hot and nice, i want it, but i dint bought it man. Arghh, i definitely will go back and buy, nyahaha. Now watching "The lost world-Jurrasic Park". Talk to my little drummer, Zach too. Stupid luh sey, tomorriow school reopens already, my gawd, i don't want that to happen sey. Need to face those uncles and aunties again, i mean teachers luh. I dint do any of my homeworks as in i don't know what subject was that though, heard that got Geography project, but no partner, hack care that piece of shit, nyahaha.

2008-06-19T13:57:00.003+08:00

BORED.
Today really bored alright. I dint go out, my gawd, i've broke the record for staying at home so many days, i'm rotting now. Please, anyone can help me? Nyahyaha. I guess the food is my dad bought one ba. Ate fishball noodle and watched the D.I.E DVD, funny, scary, sad, lame and stupid show, thats what i told Zach, nyahaha. Oh yeah, i suggestted to my mom, asked her to cook spaghetti, long time dint really eat spahghetti already. Nyahaha. Okay, Friendster's really making me go freak out man, it's so laggy, so alow and so fucking irritating. And there's this guy named Ken, old uncle, called me sweetgirl, my gawd, can i puke now? He's so old, always call me, always message me and always gimme those stupid comments, eeeek! He's so irritating, how am i going to tell him that he's so fucking ugly, irritating and so fucking nonsencial, my gawd! Zach's going to Topshop party, thats so cool man, i wanna go also, nyahaha. I'm so bored and i wanna see this little drummer, nyayayay. Okay, now i'm talking to this "supermarket" hawt emo guy, nyahaha. He wanna fetch me from school if he got time, but he stay so far, Serangoon, nyahah. If he wanna fetch, then okay lorh. Nyahah, he worked at some designer tee shirt shop, he designed some of them, i asked him to design one for me, with my name, he sent me the design, it really rocks, he drew me inside, nyahaha, but can't be upload, different format, arghhh. Okay, definitely i'm going to meet him soon.

2008-06-18T18:41:00.004+08:00

SERANGOON'S HAWTY.
Yesterday i dint post, my brother's girlfriend's fault again, nyahaha. At first i thought of staying at home whole day. My mom cooked mee for me, not very nice uh, nyahaha. Then at night my brother suggestted, wanna go Serangoon there eat, the food there nice siol, i eat around ten dumplings sey and some random stuffs. Oily somemore. Then there's one uncle there busking, he blew the harmonica, nice man. But i dint give him money, nyahha, how bad am i? Then after that we went to the NTUC nearby lorh, buy some stuffs luh. Then you know, i see this hot emo guy luh, wearing red shirt, pushing the trolley, so hot dey, then i left my mom, then i purposely walk pass him, say, "Eh, hot uh you!" My gawd, i can't believe i done this okay, nyahah. Then he laughed, we stay at a corner talk talk, luckily my mom was shopping all the way. Then changed number, this is the first time i done this, nyahah. Then went home, during the journey was messaging with him. Planned to meet up soon. Today i dint go out, i stayed at home luh, nothing to do. I really bored of friendster, but some of my friends are only in friendster, contact them there. Actually thought of deleting, but like later bored again, nyahaha. I changed my blogskin again, my mood changed, my skin changed. ;D

2008-06-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

I DON'T WISH.
I had you just this second, another second you're gone. I don't know why, every night i'll spend time just to cry for you, reminiscing the moments we had before, i would force myself to smile when facing you. I care bout you, i think bout you, i need you, i love you, but where are you? Every morning i would wish to see you right infront of my when i woke up. But just let me tell you, you're the only one i would wish to have. The time i spent with you, the most happiest time i had. I love you.

2008-06-16T13:14:00.003+08:00

ROACHES.
Yesterday i dint post is because my brother's girlfriend was all day in this room which my laptop was placed. Then i dint have the chance to take it. Yesterday i was like bored okay, i dint go out till at night. My sister and her husband came from the Turf Club. I guess lose money buh, nyahahah. Then we whole family, except my father and eldest brother dint go. We went Ang Mo Kio, S11 there eat the western food. Unfortunately, i ordered fish and chip but not nice, i regretted not ordering the chicken chop, wooo, i ate my brother's one, nice man. Then my mom ordered other things, not from western stall. Then beside our table, there one patch of grass with one tree grown on it, the sight of it makes me wanna puke, it's like a house for roaches, then it's crawling here and there, my god, i wish we could finish eating fast then off. I'll sue them if the roaches crawl to me. Making me freak out. Then we went home after that. As for today, i stay at home again, Fadly asked me to meet but i can't, was sick then mom forbid me to go out. I think he going lepak other people later on. Now watching "Early Edition" from AXN.I'm weird after i broke up with my ex boyfriend. I always wanted to get to know new friends, get to meet them up. Kinda weird though. Nowadays in friendster, some guys added me, some are hot, nyahaha. Yeah, indeed their really hot alrights. Okay, now it's raining, thundering loudly out here, wishing he'll be fine. My mom's cooking outside, stupid, the smell's so strong, im so hungry right now. Just now my aunt ask me whether wanna go Jurong Point or not, oh well, i don't wanna go there, especially with a aunty walking right beside me, thats so fucking embarrassing, nyahah.

2008-06-14T21:05:00.002+08:00

SECOND POST OF THE DAY.
I felt sad for Zach. He's great grandmother pass away recently, and his grandmother in hospital, tumour inside the head, yesterday had the operation if i'm not wrong. Hope it goes well, i dint ask for it, maybe really goes well buhhh, if not he'll tell me. He's rushing here and there, so pathetic, how i wish i could aaccompany him. He's the best person in this world and the best boy i've ever met in my life. Whenever i feel down, he'll comfort me, such i great guy he is. This little cute drummer, nyahahah.

2008-06-14T13:55:00.010+08:00

OH ZACH.
Let me tell you how this OH ZACH comes. Nyahaha, this guy named Jun Jie, saw i featured Zach, he immediately thought that i and Zach was like couples, you know you knoww, but no alrights, me and Zach are like brother and sister. I knew Zach via Friendster though, we've been friends nearly one year, nyahaha, my longest friendship in friendster though. Today i'm not going out luhh seyyy, lazy seyyy. Maybe i'll ask Serene to accompanyy me go bugis soon, go there be a shopaholic yeahh, nyahaha. This Zach is a kinda drummer, i don't know how to say luhhh, plays drum in the church, cool isn't it? Okayy, i simply just loves Zach, nyahahah, this little emo boyyy. Me and my mom having cold war right now, you know what she've done? She asked someone to tail me that day i went out, if not how she know that i went out with who, i hate this kinda mother. She doesn't even respect me or either trust me, am i such a stupid girl that will be cheatedd byy some kinda bastards out there? Go get a live man mom, i hate you. Alrights, actually i'm fine with myy mom now, myy mom cooked for us, delicious man. Nyahaha, i'm so crazy now alrights, i guess if somebody beside me now, the person might be my punching bag! My family went Korea alreadyy, now i'm alone at home, can do whatever i want, woohooo~!

2008-06-13T18:32:00.008+08:00

THE HAPPENING.
Yesterdayy i dint post cause when i reachedd home, is alreadyy aroundd ten. Yesterday i went out with one friend, we went to Plaza Singapura at first, we went there walk walk and smoke smoke. Then we walk to Cathay there, we bought tickets for "The Happening". The show really interestingg, i would encourage my friend to watvch that. Is about an chemical released and affected the people to kill themselves, nice nice, Two thumbs for the movie. Then after watching, we went Fort Canning, there slack slack, smoke smoke lorhhh. Quite scaryy, at first i don't really dare to go, nyahahah. Then we went home by MRT lorhhh. I was scolded by my mom, she said why i never answer her phone, well, heyy, do anyone answer phone when watching movie? No kan, sial luhhh, angryy seyyyy. Then i went back to the supermarket near my house to meet my mom, explainedd to her, then went home lorhhh. As for todayy, i stayedd at home lorhhh, tiredd seyyy. I watching television and surf net to kill my boredom norrr. Nyahahah. I so lazy to go friendsterr seyy, but i still have to go, replyy comments, accept friend request and read messages, arghhh.

2008-06-11T17:59:00.011+08:00

CONFUSEDDD.
Sadddd seyyyy. Nowadays reallyy boreddd okayyy. Alrights, me and my ex boyfriend talk yesterdayyy. Everything's settled and we're friends nowww. There's a little secret which is unrevealeddd. Okayyy, today i'm stayingg at home still. Watch television, chat in msn, friendster and bloggg lorrhh. I wanna change my blogskin todayyy, i hate this one okayyyy. Hope can find one really nice one, nyahahahah! I've found this one, actuallyyy the layout i copiedd from myyy friendsterrr. Anyone care to go out shopping with meee? Please luhhh, i was like dyingg at home rotting alreadyyy mannnn. Arghhhhh! Luckily last few dayyys Syida askedd me outtt. He thought i'm just playing him, eyyy, come on luhhh, if i do, i don't need to say i love you alreadyy okayyy. If you dint take this seriouslyyy, then lets seperate okayyy. I take you as myyy precious, you take me as a friend, i say i love you, you say okayyy, i don't get it boyyyy. Actuallyyy, i can't reallyy accept anotherrr guyy so easily now, actualyy a guy recentlyy came to say he loves me, but i'm really confusedd, i'm afraid of getting hurt and i'm afraid of hurting someone. Textedd with Iswandy, meetingg him at Fridayy. He wanna teachh me how to play pool, yay-ness alrights, now i had my freedom back okayyy, nyahahah.

Blessedd.

2008-06-10T18:14:00.010+08:00

WEAKERR.
Todayyy i'm staying at home hibernating, hahhah. Known one new friend, Wan Goodboy, nyahahaha. He treats me sooo good seyyy. Zach still searchinggg for myyy hoodyyy. I'm watching channel eight. Nowadays i never go out seyyy, i'm finding someone who is also shopaholic. Sooo who's the one? Please contact me aites. Nyahhha, nowadayys never rain alreadyy, good goodd. Somebody came and says he loves me, it's making me so confusedd alrights. Now single and many things croppedd uppp. Actually now i have not confidence in bgr. I'm getting weakerr at this alreadyy. I'm sorryy boyyy.

2008-06-09T22:40:00.007+08:00

AIRPORT.

Sorry that i dint blog yesterdayyy, was really lazyyy okayyyy. I went to airport with brothers and sisters with mother alsoo. We went there just to eat the Popeyes chickens and biscuits. Cold seyyy there. Then today i go to Toa Payoh with aunty, todayyy really boredd okayyy. So i decided to go my cousin's house, Weizhi's there, he left for something. Then alson came back, shit luhhh seyyyy, he put his smelly feet infront of me. End of the dayyy seyyy. Zach helping me to find hoody. He buying for meeee, heehhehhe, thanks Zach!

2008-06-07T15:15:00.010+08:00

ORIGINALITY.

Okayyy, maybe meeting Zack. To settle our previous mistakes, then i miss kiikii. Today really nothing to blog, sorry uhhhh. Talked to him on the phone, meeting him on next thursday. His my ex boyfriend actually, i still love every of my ex okayyy,
but only him and jiahao i loveddd the most. I dint mean things to happen okayyy, but at least Zack understand's me, not like jiahao, no matter what i said, he just don't believe itttt. Nevermindddd, i should forget all this unhappiness, start all over again. And somebody said i don't have originality? Please luhhhh, i don't even know you're using STAR okayyy.And you thought only you can use STAR? USE YOUR BRAIN LUHHH GIRLL. I'M NOW VERY PISSED OFFFF, STOP LIKE WHAT ORIGINALITY LUHHH OI. GO AND DIE LUHHHH YOUUUU. Ohh myyy godddd, that particular person says the star's her's, woahhhwoahhhwoahhhh. Aku takut siollll, change change,DAHLIA FREAKS. Zack and i patcheddd uppp. I knowww too fast alreadyyy, but i'm afraid i don't have the chance againnn.

2008-06-06T17:20:00.002+08:00

Okayyy,
everything's settled.
I've mentioned broke up and everything's settled.
We're still friends you knoww,
you might never knoww what will happen next.

The post before today are all the past,
hope you guys don't read it luhhh,
sad seyyyy.
But at least i still got my friends and cousin to comfort me.
I missed my friends now,
i wanna meet them up luhhh Syaniza.

Today very boreddd dayyy seyyyy.
Nothing to do,
watching television onlyyy.
Hmmmms,
maybe going out for shopping with linggg one day.
Can't wait,
hehheh. :BBBB

2008-06-05T18:46:00.003+08:00

Today i met Fadly sayanggg again,
same place at twelve something.
I thought i'm one who's late but it came to be him.
He went to play half way,
my god seyyyy sayangggg.
Then slack again luhhh,
but this time he ask me to jump and shuffle let him see,
of course i reject luhhh,
so paiseyyy okayyyyy.
So many people there walk pass,
but he shuffled and let me see.
He's like a superman shuffling,
soooo cute luhhh sayangggg.
One week can't see him,
he's going to KL.
I'm going to miss him now seyyy,
i love you Fadly sayanggggg.

2008-06-04T19:11:00.003+08:00

Today was like a miracle okayyyy.

I and Fadly planned to meet at eleven but i woke up late,
he also need to go for his NYP briefing,
so we planned to meet at four pm.
I got prepared and dressed up.
Met him and Yio Chu Kang MRT station,
he can't find me cause i'm hiding though.
He brought a girl to help us buy cig,
he can't but as in his birthday hasn't over.
So finished buying that girl gotta go,
left two of us.
We went slacking down the voiddeck,
talk and get to know each other better.
And some other stuffs luh deyyy.
Slack until six thirty like that,
went home by MRT.
He gotta go Khatib so i take MRT alone to Admiralty.
Came back home and rest luh.
I'm missing Fadly sayangggg now,
when in MRT he don't seems to be happy.
I love him luhhhh.
:BBB

2008-06-03T14:28:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night i said whatever i could already,
i wish my boyfriend could understand eyyy.
Now who's taking care of me is Fadly,
he's now my guardian angel but not boyfriend.
We're just sayangs.
I and my boyfriend isn't over yet,
i admit i still loves him but we have to be apart sooner or later.

Alrights.
Today is my father's birthday eyyy,
there's a cake waiting for me to eat eyyy. :BBB
Tomorrow maybe meeting Fadly,
he's willing to be my ear.
Maybe going out at night with family,
i can't wait to see my sister,
i miss her though.

:BBB

Finally Fadly top up his prepaid,
now can talk to him every second.
Now i guess his the only one i can turn to.

2008-06-02T13:24:00.007+08:00

I'll post at night aites?
I'm going to AMK Hub today,
going with mother and aunty,
i wanna buy slippers and clothings.
Maybe browse at some of the laptop. :BBB

Let me say something bout yesterday.
Yesterday i had a fight with my boyfriend,
i really love him but does he know this?
Even if he doesn't love me anymore,
i wish he could lie to me and make me happy.
I allow him to love other girls,
i wanna thanks him for giving me this lovely relationship.

I went AMK Hub then first searching for my slippers.
In the end i ended buying two nail polish, hot pink pumps and one lip stud.
Then went supermarket with my mom and aunty,
was quite boring eyyy.
Then planned to go Toa Payoh,
my mom doesn't want to go so i went with my aunty.
I bought stickers for my phone,
diamonds typed.
Then bought NOTHING,
hehehhe.
Went home after all that shopping uh,
i really sad now okay.
I need to sort out things with my boyfriend.

I realise something,
he's always there for me,
how i wish i could accept him,
actually i fell in love with him,
but i haven't settled my boyfriend's thingy.

2008-06-01T15:14:00.004+08:00

{ SECOND POST OF THE DAY }

My mother got irritated by me,
cause i keep saying that i want the red hot lap top,
i want my own laptop now and i told her to buy for me. :BBB
She really got irritated by me,
heheh.
And i said i want my own bedroom being painted red,
then i want an artist decorate my wal with grafitti. :BBB
I want water bed and a slide door cupboard.
I want spot lights and disco balls also,
i think i'm really crazy and irritated my mom.

I cried for my boyfriend,
i can't reach him,
what happened?
I really sensed something's wrong,
i don't want things to happen please.
I rather lose everything i have now,
what i only want is him thats all.

2008-06-01T12:53:00.005+08:00

Today i woke up at eleven plus,
i'm still tired but can't sleep,
i really missed my boyfriend man,
he dint message me at all yesterday,
i wanna meet him soon,
his bike already done at the workshop,
the chain now already done lerh,
but why he instead of finding me,
he go find his friend,
i don't think he miss me. ):

I'm now watching Hong Kong drama,
what a sad show man.
Watching Hana Kimi earlier on,
japanese version and very nice okay,
the guys all fucking hot man! :DDDD

That fucking idiot Kay viewed my friendster profile,
his a fucking idiot man and so gay gay one,
please fuck him off eventhough his my ex okay.

I'm still watching the same drama,
i'm really bored right now okay,
i wanna go out leyy.
Anyone please date me out,
i wanna shopping and buy clothings.
My boyfriend haven't text me and i will wait for him,
hope can meet him tomorrow man,
how i wish i could see him at this minute,
sigh sigh sigh sigh. )))):

2008-05-31T16:29:00.008+08:00

( SECOND POST OF THE DAY }

This what i feel in this post:

I could feel that something gonna happen between me and my boyfriend,
something bad coming towards our relationship,
i don't want this to happen but why must be me?
I know you could tell that i love him very much,
i could sacrifice everything just for him but why must this happen?
Without him is like more without everything i had,
he's my everything since the first day i met him.
I really do love him and i really do miss him even for one second,
i don't wish to have anything right now,
what i only wish to have is him,
just him i'll be glad.

I trust him,
i love him,
i miss him,
i need him,
but how bout him?
Please tell me,
i don't wanna be kept in the dark,
i want him to tell me everything honestly.

There's a friend i knew recently,
he treats me really good though,
heard that i'm sick he willing to be my part-time doctor,
reminding me to eat medicine all this and that.
He knows i'm sad and he cheers me up,
he says he'll always be there for me,
but too bad that the one i only loves is Jia Hao.

He's the guy who cares for me.

2008-05-31T14:15:00.008+08:00

Yesterday i went to toa payoh to shop larh,
then walk until half,
my head spinning like hell man okay,
i'm so fucked up that moment,
so i went hospital at night,
something wrong happened which i shouldn't mention here.
Was really bored cause i can't meet my boyfriend,
he sent his bike to workshop to tighten the chain,
then he also don't wanna waste money take MRT,
the only way is to wait lorh.):
I dint get anything yesterday,
just some mobile phone assesories barh.

Today i don't think i'm going out,
only if i can meet my boyfriend then i'll go out lorh.
I miss him so much now okay and loving him still,
i can't get to see him until his bike's done,
his bike's chain was loosen last few weeks,
can't really speed up on the road,
so decided to get it fixed lorh.(:
My mom's cooking dinner now and i know now still early for dinner,
but better than eating outside food larh,
like outside food not really nice also.
Just now i was watching the "New York Minute",
acted by Mary Kate Aashlee and some hotties,
the show finished by three and watching Hong Kong drama,
funny and romantic drama,
hehheheh.:DDDD

2008-05-29T18:38:00.008+08:00

Today's our one month anniversary,
i love love love love love you loads.(((:

Sorry for not posting four maybe four days?
I was really lazy and quite busy also larh.

Tuesday i accaompanied Serene go rebond her hair at woodlands mart,
i was like seating next to her waiting for her to finish the rebonding,
like four to five hours like that sey,
my butt like sticking to the seats already lorh.
After her rebonding then went to my house to eat,
then head staright to her house lorh.
then suddenly i wanna stay her house so we went back my house,
prepare all the things i need to bring then went her house,
watch television together until twelve something went to bed.

Then the next day was actually planning to go causeway point,
but her nose swollen cause of her piercing and we dint go,
she was planning to get another piercing but infortunately we can't.
Then stay at her house watching television lorh,
at night wait for my mom come her house,
then i went home with mom larh.

It's me and my boyfriend's one month anniversary,
was actually meeting him but he over slept until four thirty,
we was actually meeting at two o'clock derh lorh then he spoil the day.
Then he wanna meet at five thirty derh,
he reached admiralty MRT liaoos then raining heavily,
he soaked in the rain liaoos lorh,
then i was ready to go there and find him derh,
he say no need go liaoos cause he not feeling well,
cannot celebrate one month anniversary together,
very sad one lorh okay. ):
Then i stay at home whole day to surf the net,
get to know one new malay boy friend and hot okay,
what a lucky day though. (:

He told me that tomorrow he going to hospital,
checkup for eight hours,
don't know whether isit true but hope it is larh.
I'm gonna be a loner already okay.
I really miss him but does he know this?):
Someone please help me,
i'm dying already larh!

I love you higer than the sky,
deeper than the ocean,
and from the bottom of my heart.

2008-05-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

Four days to one month anniversary.(:

Today nothing special though,
woke up at twelve like this barh,
very tired now but i don't know why i can't sleep.
Today i talk very less to my boyfriend,
he like so busy nowadays,
no time to talk to me now,
sad case larh.):

Ling asked me to go her house,
pass her the purple cardigan for her O level tomorrow,
wish her all the best though.(:
Went her house like whole day watching the charity show,
i really miss my boyfriend.
My brother tutoring me soon,
can't really enjoy already,
he gimme two to three days of fun,
then he'll start tutoring me,
first week is science,
second week maths,
third week history,
fourth week enlish,
i think so is like that barh,
assesment books for me now!))):

Missing him so now,
i wanna see him soon,
miss his everything,
he's my everything already,
loves him!

2008-05-24T18:42:00.006+08:00

Five more days to one month anniversary.(:

Sorry for not blogging yesterday,
cause by my brother sleeping whole day in the room.
I yesterday went back to school,
gave back the sana tickets and took back all my books.
I bring along my mom cause she'll help me to take,
then i went lepak lepak with syaniza they all.
Lepak until three something then we went home uh.
Then i drop my phone inside the toilet bowl,
then i thought was spoilt,
cause i can't use it yesterday,
but i can use it today,
hehehehehe.(:

Today i met my boyfriend,
he forget how to come to my house,
so i met him at admiralty mrt station.
Then i teach him how to go cwp.
Went there walk walk slack slack,
i asked him to buy cigarette,
he can buy i cannot.(:
Then come my area here slack also,
was caught by my uncle,
but he don't care one larh,
heehhhhehehe.:DDDD
He gone home at six,
i love him so much!

I hugged him so tight,
i just couldn't even let him go for one second,
eventhough i and him quarrel everytime,
but my love for him is still growing.
I'm used to his scent,
without him is like without myself,
simply love him like what the hell.

2008-05-22T18:36:00.005+08:00

7 days to one month anniversary,
what i want is not a present,
What i want is having him beside me.

Let me say something bar huh?(:
I actually lazy to go school,
so i feigned to be sick,
then tell my parents if i go to school i'll faint,
they really believe me,
so i never go school today,
it's the fourth day since last week.
I woke up at around twelve something today,
i dint sleep well though,
must feigned to be sick then cannot sleep properly.
Keep asking me to eat medicine,
feigning to be sick really difficult man!

All syaniza's fault,
she don't wanna go school thats why i also don't wanna go.
Tomorrow me and her going to school,
we planned properly already,
after school going slack slack.(:
Somemore tomorrow we end school early,
last day of school somemore,
must go uh,
if not i'll miss my friends eh.:DDD
Watching Crime Scene Investigation now,
enjoy your reading friends!

2008-05-21T18:35:00.006+08:00

>Wanna show his inner lips piercing nia, hahher.(:

Everyday sleep, still yawning.

What the?(:

Today i woke up at eight,
i fucking lazy go school,
so i called up my boyfriend and ask him come fetch me go his house,
i dint ask for permission also,
but i'm sure my parents will also know one lar.
He reached my house around nine in the morning,
i went down,
he rode motorbike and fetched me go his house,
reached his house,
i saw his bed i immediately lie down,
was like fucking tired okay,
i fucking miss his bed,
only his bed i can sleep soundly,
don't think too much readers.(:
Around twelve something left his house,
because his sister coming back,
hate his sister,
he called his friend,
met his friend for rokok,
finally got rokok,
hehheh.(:
Went home after that,
took pictures too,
it's posted up there.
I going school tomorrow,
was forced to do so.
I need to see my results,
i really scared man,
arghhhhhh!
Somemore my teacher wanna meet my mom!

2008-05-20T20:26:00.004+08:00

Hahhah,
today i dint go school,
fucking lazy okay,
hehheh,
i rather stay at home and sleep like a pig lor,
hehheh.(:
Actually i went toa payoh centre to buy my earphone,
finally i bought one new one,
wooohoooo,
my aunty bought for me,
fucking cool earphone,
white one.(:
I'm sick actually,
i don't wanna blog much,
i miss my boyfriend,
thats all!(:

2008-05-17T13:29:00.009+08:00

Pictures of the day me and serene went to bishan.

Yesterday i dint post though,
i dint go school,
hees,
i'm fucking lazy and my parents also advice me not to go to school,
good uh.
Then at home watching television lah,
eat lah,
sleep lah,
then when around five like that,
serene called and say wanna go cwp pierce nose then go bishan slack slack,
so i go lorh, since i also doing nothing at home eh,
hees.(((:
Then reached cwp go pierce nose,
met damien,
then gone to bishan,
met siva all,
they go cycling then never follow us lah,
then we met kelvin,
hees,
luckily we met him,
if not no rokok already,
he treated me around four to five sticks,
good man,
hees.(:
Then and and serene went home at around twelve something,
reached home at one am.

Today i never go out lah,
i would like to stay at home and calm down,
my boyfriend dint text me as in,
he only cares about his bike,
forget it,
this makes me wanna go crazy,
i'm so angry now,
arghhhhhh!
watching television now,
a little bit sick,
arghhh.

2008-05-15T19:59:00.003+08:00

Nowdays i lazy to blog siakkk, sorry lahs, hees, i went AMK hub yesterday with my family lah, bought a new bucket bag, so happy, my brother bought for me derh, hees. (((((:

I miss my boy boy so much now man, he's bike teh chain spoil thats why he can't come fetch me and meet him, i wanna go his house man, my house sucks, no privacy, his house got aircon and many things to eat do, my god, i think i should move there if i can lorh, hees.((((:

Today i went to school cause syaniza asked me to go, but we regretted for going to school, went little inda for excursion and went to civil defence museum, my god, so boring, was like half asleep, i was so tired rushing to go back school, then i was suppose to attend the workshop but i dint, i rather go lepak lepak than go workshop till six siakkk, i can die, went to cwp with syaniza they all, today very boring uhs, we never do anything, go home quite early ba, then i went to serene's home but she wasn't there so i went home, watched tv then blog lorh, hees.(((:

My poor boy boy fixing his motorbike till now, so sad now man, i'm afraid he's hurt, oh my god, i love him so much lah, i wanna see him now, i cannot tahan liaos.))):

Terrible life man!

2008-05-13T19:55:00.002+08:00

Today i woke up at nine, me and my boyfriend planned to meet downstairs my house at nine, but i seems to wake up too late, hees.(: Then i text my boyfriend tell him to meet me at ten, went to get prepared, i wear slipper lahs, cause going his house, then he reached already, asked me to go down and find him, he'll fetch me to his house, hees.(: WITH HIS RED HOT MOTORBIKE, hees.((((: Then i reached his home, air conditioner-ed room okays, i was like kalf asleep already cause very early lehs. Then dodododododododo, at three he fetched me home. Came home, watched television and came posting.

Miss him, my baby boy,
lovesloves, missmiss,
takecares my boy.(:

2008-05-12T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hehs, i dint post for two days, saturday and sunday, lemme recap ehs.

SATURDAY:
It's the day we celebrated my grandmother's mother's day, i know it's too early to celebrate but its fun okay, hehs. Many people came, can said as everyone of my relatives bah, hehs. (: We bought cake, cheesecake lah, with mango fillings, hehs, derrick, terrence, weizhi all come siakkk, like quite weird though, hehs, celebrate celebrate, then we planned to go for movie, made of honour, with derrick, weizhi, terrence, alson, serene and me, hehs, we thought the movie is eleven fourty five, but in the end is twelve fourty five, slacking at the mac, was midnight deh, hehs. (((: I and serene bought a new hoody, was like so cool man! We wore together. ((:

SUNDAY:
I stay at home lah, was very tired, slept till two something siakkk, then dint use the computer at all, was too lazy to use sehhh, hehs, my family went out and eat around seven something bah, then went to the wrong restaurant, but the food was alright, the total amount is two hundred, god! :XXX

TODAY:
After the LAST PAPER, hehs, me syaniza, syafiqah, shuada, zulaika and amalina went to causewaypoint together, by walking cause we want to ______, so was like very scared, hehs. Then shuada gone home first, after that the rest of us went slacking, walk walk, met one person, go mac, saw ZUEEEEEEEE! Hehs, was busy hiding my face, very shyshy lah, hehs! Then gone home bout six something.

2008-05-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

Sorry that i dint blog yesterday, cause my brother came back from reservice thats why i can't use the computer. Actually nothing special yesterday lah, just had maths paper one lah, quite easy ehs, but i will fail one lah, then after school, me, Syaniza and Syafiqah went to meet someone, slack lah, then that one that one lorh, after that went to meet zulaika and shuada, but awhile went home already, cause too many our schoolmates there already.

Today, we had physics paper, difficult siakkk, i dint study also, hehs, i went Toa Payoh just now and eat, was planning to buy my earphone, but i went there too late already lah, the shops all close already, i want my earphone back siakkk, haven't even find out whose the one who stole my earphone, arghhh!

2008-05-07T15:12:00.002+08:00

Today i woke up at three am, i can't sleep at all okay, i was like lying at the couch looking at the ceiling, i feel fucking sick, i don't even have the mood to talk though, then my dad woke up at six said that i should eat medicine before going to school, if not later during exams headache, sure unbearable one, so i eat lah, i was wondering will i feel drowsy during exams not, but i dint lah, hah.

Today got chemistry exam man, wah kaoooo, i dint even study a word from chemistry and was like i placed my file in the class, i dint even have the chance to touch my file okay, and i think i'll fail this time, i don't even understand whats the question asking for siakkkk! Got the periodic tables but i don't think that its useful lah, i dint even use anything from the periodic table, was drawing at the paper lorh, never even concentrate, i finish fast siakkk, i was like the first one to finish.

Then after the exams, i on my phone, Derrick was like so funny lah, ask me delete the comment, don't want serene to misunderstand, haha, i know lah dehhh, then we wait for other friends then gone down to canteen, eat, drink, talk and we disturbed this sec three retarded girl, we like say can treat us food or show us what you eat all this, and Syaniza kena scolded by her siao, haha, was like so pissed off, as in its raining heavily, somemore they kicking the water hitting my skirt, mygod, we're so lame alrights, then went to fourth floor the staircase there, normally no people walk there one, we jump there, teaching each other jumping, haha, then after that we went to causeway point then went to library, saw azizah that group of people, then syafiqah ask us to join us go ____, then finished already, we walk walk, talk talk, went home lah, hehe, came back home and eat, watch television.

2008-05-06T14:41:00.002+08:00

Nothing special today, dad drove me to school, i reached school then no time go buy water, was fucking thirsty man, so i chose to drink the damn water cooler outside my class, was like, oh my god, i seldom drink that but i was forced, i'm very thirty at the mean time. Had my mother tongue paper two, quite easy, i and zhentao finished it using half an hour niaaa sehh, hehe.

Then after the paper ninethirty, i was planning to go home, but syafiqah and syaniza they all asked me to join them go woodlands point and eat, and i'm hungry so i followed, hehe, after eating macdonald, then went upstairs, seat, talk and play, was like, quite boring, went home aroung twelve someting urh, hehe. Then came back home nobody at home, alone now seating on my bed typing this post, hehe. (((((:

2008-05-05T14:46:00.004+08:00

Today i woke up at six twenty five, father woke me up and i got washed up and eat and changed, make up and set my hair, off to school with father and brother, he has to go for reservice NS then was like so funny lah, he wear the suit like fat siakkkk! Hahahah, father drove both of us and he drop me down first then drop my brother somewhere else.

Then reached school, shariffah asked me go buy water, bought green apple tea, then went for assembly then got up to class, english paper two, quite easy for me, i love it man, its like today i got the mood to write every stuff i have to. Heheh, then nine something went to break then ten fifteen came back to class and have my history paper, my god, quite difficult and quite easy, can say is okok lahh. Hehehhe(((: Then finished all the papers, went back home alone, bus seating in the bus with KIKI!!! She asked me wanna go wild wild wet or not, but actually i'm phobia to swimming, hehe, sorry wors, i love you.

I came back home watchind television and eat, bath, then seating right infront of my lappy typing and watching ER, hehe. ((((: I want the exams to finish as soon as possible.

Just because of some guys photos inside my friendster you quarrelled with me, you know what you're just said hurts me? I guess you doesn't know, if you know you won't say all those things okay, i'm weak, i'm not as strong as you think, you just don't trust me at all, you say i don't know whats love, hey, who says i don't know? I know okay, i done so much things just for you, don't you know that!? Forget it.

2008-05-04T20:44:00.002+08:00

Today i woke up aroung ten thirty, i guess so, i see my phone, hubby left me a text saying he's off for work, haha. I always thought that today is saturday siakkk, hehe, what a fool man. :DDD

Then nobody's at home except for my father, watching television, i step out of my room then i go wash up, find for food and eat, hehe, i dig out every single food out of my fridge, hehe. (((: EATEATEAT! Then i watch television, whole day i was like slacking at home, doing nothing, only watching television and play my PSP, and chatting with my hubby, hehe, i miss him so much though, arghhhhh! ))): Maybe meeting him tomorrow after schoool, woooohoooo~ I miss his bike bike also!

I was waiting for my brother to come home to bring his girlfriend outta this home then i can online and blog siakkkk, was like, whole day without computer i wanna die liaos lahhh, what the fuck siooollll! ((((: I WANT WANT WANT MY HUBBBBBBYYY, he's on his bike on his way home, haha, i don't know whether his heading home or other olace lah, i don't wanna know also, hehe. ((((: Now watching the charity show, hehe.

2008-05-03T14:46:00.006+08:00

Today i woke up at twelve something, i walked out of my room, only saw my father seating on the couch looking on the offed television, i don't know what happened to him also, hahaha, :DDD Then he told me that mom bought me food, then faster get a wash up, EATEATEAT!:D

Watching television while eating, hehe, SCV always air the best show lahhhh! Then my boyfriend was like sleeping till one something, heheh, so cute lahhhh you, later he need to go work, sad lehhhh, hehe. ((((:

I changed my blogskins again and again, hehe, i miss my hubby, he dint text me cause he was working, his manager was working with him thats why he cannot message, i miss miss miss him so much, haha.

Watching television now, Serene asked me to accompany her to go pierce her nose, haha, i don't know when ehhh, hope can go as soon as possible. Watching Last Holiday, my gay, this show damn funny, and the woman fucking rich okay, its like, hotel president suit, international dress, skiing lesson, first class air plane seat, and all types of massages, my god, how i wish i'm the same with her, hehe! :DDDDD && i'm talking what happened yesterday, hehe.

Now i'm watching some stupid show, i've watched for three times already, as in now i nothing to watch so i was forced to watch this repeated show, hehe. :DDD

2008-05-02T23:26:00.004+08:00

I now then know he got nose piercing, two lips piercing and one large ear hole, hehe (:

Today i woke up qiute late, nearly late to school, was having exam today, thats why its a must to attend school today, haha. Got everything prepared then gone to school by car!

Then reached school, went to class after assembly, then had English Paper One, i was like, my pen ink limited man, going finish siakkk, i scared the ink not enough then i faster do the test, hehe. Then the paper and at 9:48am, gone to break, then back to class by 10:30am,, Mother Tongue Paper One, i bought i new pen from school bookshop, only cost 95cents, same pen as before, CHEAP! :DDD Then after school, i texted my boyfriend, meeting him at 2:15pm at Admiralty MRT, then he using his motorbike fetching me go Plaza Singapura to watch movie, walk walk. Hehehe, i Finally took pictures with him, we had many topics to talk with, we never got bored today, every second never stop talking, watched Ironman, WOAH, i like the show, hehe (: Then he used his mootrbike to fetch me home, by 9 something, we reached Admiralty, wnet to my cousin's home, then eleven sharp i went home, hehe, i miss my boyfriend! )))):

2008-05-01T19:03:00.001+08:00

Today my mom wake me up at eleven as what i told her to do so, hehe, thanks mommy. (((:

Then i faster get ready all the things, my hubby was like he's seating on his motorcycle waiting for me, hehe, i finally saw my hubby, weeees, his bike fucking cool and fast, and he's so hot when he was riding, i'm phobia to bike siakkk, tomorrow he'll fetch me from school after my exams, weees! (((:

Dint get the chance to take photos with my hubby, sadisctic... ))): BUT I LOVE HIM, WOAINI BEEBEEE! :DDD

2008-04-30T20:13:00.003+08:00

Photos of the day. ((:

Today i woke up at seven thirty, get everything done by half an hour, then my uncle drive me to school, today must wear tie, nice nice! (((: Then i asked Shariffah to accompany me go buy water lorh. Hehehe. :DDD

Then today got the sepak takraw briefing, hehe, nice briefing guys, then when ten am, we gone back to class, its MT, done some work lah, actually i never do ehh, hehe, just hand up the blank paper, then follow on with History, hmmm, Mrs Chew, let me tell you, i got irritated by you lah, stop nagging me using your voice, such a weird voice you have man! ))):

The we went for break, then reading, Mrs Chew again, fuck sial, i think she'll take my books all away lah, i put one whole stack of books an files in the cupboard, but not only me lah, few more people also put, lazy to take home eh. Then got English, me and Amillea go down to second floor, she teaching one guy how to fold the heart but actually she ownslef also tak tahu lah, hehe, then saw UZAIR, ask me where where, i blurr, then he say smiley, i walk away, very paiseh lah, hehe. (((:

Then Mathematics, gone to Maths room , AIR-CONNNN! Hehehe, i do my work okay today, but i gpt pissed off by someone lah, i don't wanna say sho isit though.

Reached my neighbourhood, met Serene, planning to buy something, but nobody can buy though, then follow on with Derrick then Alson, hang out quite awhile though, first tijme we talk so much among each other, hehe, then we gone back home, woowooo. (((:

I LOVE YOU HUBBY, HEHE, MEETING YOU TOMORROW, WOOOHOOOO!~ :DDD

2008-04-29T18:31:00.005+08:00

Today i woke up at six thirty, took thirty minutes to prepare and i was deciding whether to clip up my fringe not, but in the end never clip, cause i scared ugly ehhh, hehe. ((:

Then when reached school, i asked Charlotte to accompany me go buy water, but i asked for lemon tea, the uncle say DM come lerh cannot buy lerh, what the fuck, the DM was like at the other end of canteen, he won't know derh lahhh, so scaredy cat siakkk him, he so fucking irritating siakkk.

Reading again, then Chinese pesson, hmmms, i do nothing lehhh, do some work niaaa, then Dance class, WOW, i was like rushing to the dance studio and start practice the dance, follow up by warm ups, stretching, learnt a new step, Sutenu, the dance step called Sutenu, turn then slide, nice siakkk, hehe.

Then break, then English, hmmms, do nothing bah, guess so, i don't really remember lerh ehhh, then Physics, kena scolded by Mr Cheng, the hot chinese teacher, very young and very hot, cute and handsome, hah, then Mathematics, done three worksheets, today i very hardwoeking okay, i do all the work.

Then after school, stayed back with Syaniza, Arzeea, Azizah, And other two NT girls, helping them to fold the hearts using straws, donation for some charity bah, i think so, then come back home lorh, watch television then blog lorh. (((:

I LOVE MY BABY HUBBY, HE'S MINE ALRIGHTS, NO STEALING AND NO FLIRTING, IF YOU DO, I'LL ASS YOU OFF! :X 29/04/08, 7.59.01PM. Hubby, you're my number one! :X

2008-04-28T18:00:00.006+08:00

Hey hey, see this, you ask me do it, you dint reply my messages man, sad case siakkk. But i've done this SMILEY. (: Sorry, i don't know you fell asleep, haha.

Today, i woke up at six thirty, hmmms, took half an hour to prepare and eat maggie again siakkk, damn disgusting siakkk, everyday eat, what the fuck, then go down to carpark and met my uncle, he drive me to school, took around ten monutes only, hehe, fast sial, cant even listen to my songs. :(((

Then when reached school, i saw Shariffah then i ask her to accompany me go buy drinks lorh, hehe, then reading again, sang national anthem, say the plegde and then go back to class. Dint get to see the person i want to seh, hehe. You know who you are ehhh. (((:

Then first lesson is Chemistry, free lesson, Miss Lau come but she dint come to our class, i saw her when assembly siakkk, good lahhh, to need see her DUMBFACE, then must face her, everyday see her, wahhhhh, wanna sepak her siakkk, :xxx Then PE, NAPFA test, i dint take, haha, i don't take NAPFA since primary school lerh lorh, hehe, with valid reasons, then break, then Literature, we do the coat of arms, hehe, me and Syaniza like dumb siakkk, don't know what to do, but in the end also complete, then Maths, aiyahhhh, i very fucked up with Mr Wong, i hate him siakkk, what respect thingy again fuck off lahhh deyyy. Then English, haha, Mr Haikal, now he much more better lahhh, we got test deyyyy, i think i would fail, i don't know how to do. ))):

Was forced to stay back, Mr Wong lahhh, fuck siakkk, stay back just for the three questions, no brains lahhh, tomorrow cannot do mehhh, shit siakkk him. Arghhhh. )): Then i go home lorhhh, watch television, bathe, then on my lappy lorh. Hahaha! :D

2008-04-27T14:33:00.010+08:00

Today i woke up at twelve noon sharp man, haha, quite early for me during weekends huh, normally if never go out i should be sleeping till two something, maybe cause i slept early yesterday night.

Then i walked out of my room, hehe, i came to my blog, three person tagged my blog, love you man. :xxx Watching New Port Harbour now showed in MTV, just now watched Final Destination showed by HBO.

I'm waiting for somebody's text, three pm, haha, i'm bored man now, nothing to write siakkkk, maybe i'll continue later on. My mom told me that ask me to get prepared by seven, go somewhere eat, getting sick of maggie already, hehe.

Now watching some idiot show, errmm, kinda lame show lahh, but better than nothing siakkk. This person messaged me but he like not keen to chat, but better than nobody to talk to lahhh, make use of him to kill my boredom, haha. After talk talk, then he want to study then never disturb him lerh worh. I asked him to text me when he's bored.

Then after that, i went out and eat, at Botak Jones, nice siakkk, hehe. I ate beef steak, even if i everyday eat, i also won't get tired of it, heh. :DDD Chatting with hime again, haha, but a while only siakkk. )):

2008-04-26T22:27:00.007+08:00

I was surrounded by a bunch of aunties which i don't know and i can't find my friends after i took this photos. :xxx

School flag, done by: me, Azizah, Syaniza and Iqram.

Today i actually thought of not going out though, cause not in the mood, but in the end i planned to go Tampinese and find my sister and visit her doggy, haha, i miss the doggy though, dint see her bout few months already, grown damn big.

Then after all my make-ups and changing, i took 969 straight to tampinese and then 290 to her house there, hehe, took one hour something to reach her house, quite long ehhhh, then her dog like crazy siakkkk, scratched me like hell, hehe. :xxx

Then after that, went to Simei walk walk, i'm walking aimlessly, gone to my second home.

Beby beby, i love you.

2008-04-25T14:58:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up at six-thirty, went to stadium by my uncle's car, he drove me to the stadium and i thought this time i won't pass by RP, but still passed by. ))):

Then i reached the stadium, i don't know where my class is, then luckily Fazlie was right behind me so i asked him lahh, paisehhh siakkk. (((: Then saw my friends there so they joined me. Our class got quite many trophies, thanks to Fazlie, he got four trophies and one medal, hehe. He run really really fast and thanks to Amillea too, she took three or four trophies also, hehe, but our flag dint won, but nevermind, our class were satisfied already, we dint expect to win.

Then i went to CWP with Natasha and Shafiqah and Natasha slipped on the mud, my god! :xxx So paisehhh so i walked off take bus my own. Came home then watched television and i'm watching now also while typing, hahah, AND I SAW KIKI AND JESSICA SIST, AWWW, THEIR SO PRETTY EVENTHOUGH THEIR IN PE SHIRTS, SORRY THAT I DINT TALK TO YOU SISTS, CAUSE I WAS RUSHING HOME, BUT I LOVE YOU TWO!!! :D

Changed my blog song, its a song for jumpstyle by Patirck Jumpen, his jumpstyle fucking nice, almost of the step i learn from him. :PPP

2008-04-25T14:53:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting yesterday cause i don't have the chance to touch my lappy cause my brother's girlfriend was sleeping in the room again, always like that man, what the hell! ))):

Actually nothing special yesterday ehhh, i woke up six-thirty then uncle drove me to school lahhh, after all the lessons, ended at one-thirty, after that, me and Azizah went to staff room and ask for Mss Teo whether can use her paint to paint our class flag or not, but she was like, want us pay for the paint lahhh, then i asked Zhen Tao to help me ask for paint, then Miss Lyn let us use her paint in the art room, so went to the art room lahhh, took the paint we need to use, then went back to class, start painting the flag, ohwait! I PAID THIRTY CENTS FOR THREE CUPS, the uncle to selfish siakkkk! ))):

Then the flag was perfectly done by me, Azizah, Iqram and Syaniza, haha. :DD

2008-04-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up at around ten pm like that as in my mom wake me up to go to hospital ehhh, then i bathe, changed and make up, my god i lost my black eyeliner so i was forced to use brown one, then i set my hair, head down to KKH by MRT and shuttle bus.

When i reached there, finish all the checkups, everything was done successfully and quick, what i miracle as in i always have to wait two to three hours, but today was done within two hours, luckily was done quick, hehe. :D Went to pharmacy to collect the medicine, then went to Velocity, shopping awhile then gone home by MRT.

Planned to go out with brother, but i think he cropped up with something so the shopping was cancalled and he head down to do his things, i don't what also lahhh, i was quite pissed cause i thought i was going to buy my headphone today, but was not.

Then i satyed at home lahh, nearly whole day, count out the morning thingy ehhhh. Then i was all the way wtaching television then eat then nap, hehe. I dint get the chance to online this afternoon cause my brother's girlfriend was sleeping in the room, so i cant get the lappy out of the room though, then at night, my brother asked her out to dinner, i think lahhh, or maybe pub, nyahahah. :DD

So i get the chance to online at eleven pm SHARP OKAYYY! Waited for whole day to touch my lappy. )))):

YAY-NESS, i get to go to school tomorrow, i missed my friends today, i miss their laughter and i miss the fun today, how i wish i was oresent for today's lesson, but was not, as in i was forced to go for checkups though, sighhhhh! ))): But tomorrow i can see them again, wooohoooo~~~ My friends were always the best cure for my boredom. :xxx I'm in love with them! && i was texting Kenny the whole day until just then he dint reply, sad case lahhhh.

2008-04-22T21:31:00.003+08:00

I know you need me, you miss me, you love me and i does feel all this too, i just don't have the courage to get into love again, i don't wanna lose a love one again, its just making me more broken, friends are forever, you know what i wanna say dear, understand me please. I know you wanna feel me with your love and tell me to face the reality but i need time dear. If you gets to love another girl, just go for it, i won't blame you for loving another girl.

2008-04-22T17:02:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up at six thirty am, i took around half hour to prepare lahhh, today in the morning i actually very hungry siakkk, but nothing to eat only puffs cause i ate the last packet of maggie yesterday morning, wahhh, pathetic siakkk.

Then i go carpark find for my uncle, i sat in the car then slept, listiening to some soothing song and plus damn tired so i fell alsleep okay, but i dint sleep long, cause the journey to school only around five minutes, like, what the hell lahhh. :X

Then when reached school see nobody at the foyer and i head straight down to canteen, yeahhh, today no assembly, today straight go to class, not good siakkk, cause must read story books for half an hour, fuck siakkk.

Then mother tongue lesson, i do nothing, just a few sheets to do lahhh, as in for the rest of the time i listening to songs by earpiece, then after that is dance class, finally can relax myself, we recapped what our previous teacher teach, but most of us forget then we continue our steps we learnt from the current teacher, we danced well though, hehe, then learnt new steps, "puddleburay" hahah, the name if the step. Kinda jazzy one lahhh, but nice then after that we learnt kinda shuffle.

BREAK BREAK BREAK! :DDD EAT EAT EAT, DRINK DRINK DRINK, CHIPSMORE!

Then Mr Haikal english class, learnt nothing, then chemistry learnt nothing as in i don't concentrate most of the subject excludes art, dance and pe. Hehehe, i bad i know lahhhh, i'm born to be bad girl ehhhh, eheh. :x Then we got mathematics, i dint concetrate also lahhh dehhh.

Then after schoopl got CIP, we went to Chrstallite Methodist Home again, me, Syaniza, Natasha, Syida and Arzeea sweep and mop the third floor, i sweep, then got this three boy's home guys asked for my number but i ignored as in i try to act malay, i don't like people ask for phone number lahhh, like, LAME OKAYYY. Until three fourty five like that we went back to school take our bags then i gone home with Azizah, :DDD

Tomorrow not going school, something cropped up, don't find me in school tomorrow, and i don't miss me ehhh. :xxx

2008-04-21T15:23:00.014+08:00

Ain't they pretty? They're always pretty, :XXX Lots of love.
The last picture is Jessica sist helped me to edit, was like so cool lahhh, love you sist! :xxx OOOOOPS.

Luckily i dint go for heats, now RAINING! :DDD
Ohhhh baby its raining raining, ohhh baby its raining raining,
come in to me come in to me, hahah. :DDD

Sorry for the bad singing. :XXX My bad singing cause my mouse to drop, my god, isit really that awful huh? :DD

Went to Youtube and watch the girls jumping, my gay, they do the jumping shuffle real nice man, i'm trying to jump like them but the turning difficult to cope siakkk! Amillea, help me. :XX

Changed my song, Four minutes to save the world, Madonna, Justim Timerlake and Timbaland, this song rocks though, i love it, been looking for it, who has it please tag me, i need this song, hahah. :DDD

2008-04-21T15:07:00.002+08:00

Today i guess i woke upi at six twenty five. First time i look at the clock, must be a good day, but turn out to be wrong okayyyy! ))): After all the preparing i was about to cook maggie, my mom like go berserk scold me like hell, say always maggie maggie, can't eat other food mehhh, i was like so freak out, in my house the only food left is maggie, what she want me to do? I heck care lahhh, i cook she nag, take it as listening to song. :DDD

Then after that, i went to the carpark and find for my uncle, i was like telling him the whole story as in, driving also nothing to do what, so tell him lahhh, got topic then talk lorrr, if not never talk feel very awkward siakkk! :XXX Then wehen resched school, i went to parade square, i saw Arzeea, asked her to go canteen with me buy drinks bahhh, buy lerrr go back to parade square lorrrr, hahahah.

Reading reading reading again, everyday READING! I rather sleep at home kena scolding siakkkk, from january until now i've been reading the same book, hahah. :DDD
Ohhhh yeahhh, i saw Jessica sist seating down there, hehe, but was rushing to buy water.

Then when Chemistry, i dint pay attention but we laughed at Miss Lau, her.... MY GOD LAHHH, WANNA KNOW? SECRET :x Then PE, NAPFA test but i never take cause of some problems lorrr, hehe. Break then Literature, doing the coat of arms for Romeo and Juliet, hahah, but i was drawing the class flag lahhh, so i dint do anything.

Then Maths, teacher gone berserk, he was like scolding only me, what he said all referring to me okayyy, thought that i don't know siakkk, so obvious okayyyy! :X Now i hate him, say what respect, i think he should respect me lahhhh!

Then when English, everybody in the class dint pay attention, i, azizah and Xiu Ling was busy decorating out table, oh no, should be VANDALISING. :X

Then after that was suppose to go heats, but i dint go, lazy to go lahhh, later raining again, waste my money take bus. :DDD

2008-04-20T14:03:00.006+08:00

Today i wake up at arounf twelve pm sharp, i guess bahhh. I don't look at the clock one lahhhh. :XXX Then i heard the door was locking, then i know everybody has went out of this home cause of TURF CLUB okay! ))): They definitely lose money one lahhh, no need guess also know already.

Now i'm watching the "Priciest Pads Countdown" that means who's ythe richest peron in the world, their cribs are ten times bigger than i ever had man! :xxxx Swimming pools, arcade, gym, many bedrooms, two living rooms, barbecue pits, bathtubs, storeys, some even had lifts okay! :XXX I'm getting soo soo jealous of them.

I've been eating bread from this morning, geting nauseous.{ idk how to spell.} Tummy getting to hurt and head starting to crack out. Gosh, then i was like all the way watching the MTV Marathon show, how i wish i could have a crib like them but wait long long lahhhh! :X

Keep looking into the lappy, eyes getting tired and dry, but i have to finish my friendster and this post lahhh, hehe.

New firendster friend request from my school mates, hehe, i can recognise him though, almost every malay boys i recongnise, ehhhhm i guess its Nina's boyfriend. :X Suitable lahh you two, last long ehhhh. Heheh, NINA! :x

Maybe i should stop here though, too tired to continue and i actually already finish what i wanna type. :DDD I think i should continue cause i love OSBOURNE FAMILY, they totally rocks my heart, ROCKY FAMILY! :DDD Their house is the biggest i've ever seen man! My IDOL of the month.

Changing my blogskin again and again, i just don't know which one to choose, hope i'll stick with this one, hhaha :DDD Aand i changed my song too, its a shuffle song from Hardstyle Republic, their shuffle are the best i've ever seen, fall in love with them already lahhh, arghhhh! How i wish i could see them. :XX

My Sister and her husband came to my house, i miss their dog, i wanna see their dog. )): Maybe next saturday going their house.

Buhbye.

2008-04-19T14:37:00.007+08:00

Today i woke up at twelve something, i'm not too sure cause usually i don't look at the time though, who the hack will look at the clock early in the morning just want to see what time you woke up. :X

Dint planned to go out today as in i'm tired because of yesterday and nobody dates me out as in everybody also busy, heheh. I think i'll be staying at home for the whole weekend, hehe. So pathetic huh, isn't it? :X

Then i watch television, eat then come online, i deleted one people which had two MSN, i feel much better after i deleted this jerk, hah. My god, i think he's just something infront me blocking my path, a piece of shit! :D

Then i goneto friendster return all my comments, i asked Serene to sent me those photos which we took yesterday using Alson's phone, :D I uploaded those photos at the previous post, check it out though, some maybe quite funny. Heh!

How i wish i could upload those photos successfully in friendster, cause last few days i upload some photos but in the end it appears nothing. )): Now i'm waiting for the photos to be uploaded and took so much time okay, getting fed-up.

Watching a show about whales, so sad, the whales are being abused by pirates. Serene asked me to check out her profile whether is it pretty or not, but i can't find her profile man, hahah, in my friendlist also cannot find, must be something wrong already lahhh, friendster so sucky siakkkkk! )): And i cancelled the uploading.

Then i was all the way talking to Haining, in Friendster and tag. Oh my gay though. :XX Now finish watching the "Little Willy 2" and "Small Ville". Waiting for another show to be aired.

After my bathing, was like a took an hour lahhh, then my mother knocked the door, was like suspecting me doing something inside, my gay man! :X She's right lahhh. I'm doing something inside... BATHING NAKEDLY LAHHHH! :DDD I think i should say till here lahhh, my post too long liaooos.

Buhbye, lots of love ;
AUDREY ♥ Love Para dise.

2008-04-19T13:53:00.004+08:00

Most of our photos, Derrick appears to be behind us. :X

Deriick was all the way playing his PSP! :x

He appears to be playing here too! :X

Here also man! :X

2008-04-18T13:54:00.004+08:00

I woke up at six-thirty, heheh, prepare to go school takes me half an hour, then eat maggie, today maggie because when i woke up, my mom still sleeping man, like a babi, oops :X Then finish preparing, i went down to carpark and met mu uncle, he drives me to school almost everyday. :D

Then when reached school, i went to canteen, on the way i saw Shafiqah, then asked her accompany me go buy water lahhh, i explained to her about yesterday why i moody. She understands me, i thought she was mad at me dehhh. :X Then finish buying went back to class. Today o assembly, YAY-NESS, that was great man, no need to seat on the floor like my butt going flat lorrr!

Then when i went back to class, I WAS ACTUALLY WAITING FOR SYANIZA AT THE CANTEEN BUT WHEN I WENT BACK TO CLASS SHE WAS LIKE SEATING DOWN THERE DOING NOTHING, ADOII! XD

Then bell rang, Mrs chew came to class, today she was like, bored man. Nothing to do, only readin reading reading. Then she asked me to clean my table as in there's many papaer bits which i prepared to shoot that fatty, but too bad i was forced to throw it away. FAILED! )):

Then we had English, many of us was loitering outside the class, we planned to go toilet then skip half an hour of class, then saw Mr Haikal, my god, he wasn't shock at all, he was like, "Hey, where are you all going?" Then like everybody speechless gone back to class. Heheh! ((:

Then we had History, had a test and i wrote nothing in the test paper, hehe. (((: Definitely fail the test, i dint even revise a bit okayyy! Sure kena scolded my the old dummy Chew!

Then we had BREAK, no need to mention, haha.

Then had D&T, we continued our robot, hehe, mine was fine but a little bit like cripple cripple like that, went back to class and take colour pencil to decorate our robot, my god, i was like everythings blank, color what ever i want, hehe. PIECE OF SHIT MAN! :D

Then i planned to stay back but i went home. HOME! :D

Then Serene called and say wanna go bishan, so i tagged along lahh, since i nothing to do also. Me, Serene, Alson, Derrick and Wei Zhi went to bishan. We went there to eat then go play play lahhh. Went to arcade, was like so boring then thought of arcade, then go lorrr. :D Around eleven thirty we reached home. Hahah!

2008-04-17T16:24:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up at six-thirty man and i actually took quite a long time to prepare, i think i took a long time to eat and put my contact lenses in my eyes. (:

Then my mom cooked Western food for me today, two eggs, two hams and one bread, long time dint actually eat food that she cooked in the morning, i always eat maggie.

Then after all my eat, i went down to the carpark and find my uncle, i took en minutes to find him, my god, damn tiring climbing up the slope. Then he drive me to school, pass by Republic Poly again. You guys know what i wanna say luhhh. :D

Then reached school, i was actually heading to parade square but i saw Amanda standing there like don't know where to go, then i asked her accompany me go buy drinks then back to hall reading.

After the reading sessions, we had News In Class, Mr Shah quide us with the News In Class, damn boring okay, today is about the "Muscle Musical" thingy, BOREDDD! head back to class after that, Chemistry again!

Miss Lau, my god, i see her dumb face i feel like slapping her siakkkk, she called my Mother and complaint but nothing works, cause everybody in my family doesn't care bout me, if they cares, its a miracle though. I dint know got test okay, then i anyhow do lahhh, what she expect me to do? Leave all the questions blank? :x

After Chemistry, had Mother Tongue then we dint have lesson again, we watched movie again, was like slacking all the way. Damn fun man! I dint actually watched the movie, i was actually half asleep.

I don't think i need to mention bout recess lahhh, same thing again. (:

Then we had ART! My favourite subject of all, we learnt how to draw stickman in 3D form, Ms Teo forced me to take in ART next year and i will! ART is my life okay, always draw whenever i'm bored. Heheh. :D I was the first one to finish drawing the stickman.

Then we had History, Mrs Chew asked me out of the class and said the Miss Lau complaint that i'm rude to her, yes indeed that i am rude to her, i scolded her on Tuesday, hahaha. :D

Then we had Mathematics, i'm totally pissed off, i don't wanna mention it all okay.
(: and then i went home immdiately.

Then Jessica sis came online, talking to her, oh my god, she makes me so interested in art, and told me a unrevealed secret, hehe. How i wish i can take photo with her, heheh. :DDD

Then gone to friendster, finish returning comments, starting looking at other poeple's profile, haha, found many schoolmate's friendster, dint realize they had friendster.

2008-04-16T14:56:00.015+08:00

I woke up at one pm, and i dint go school :D
I skipped school, lazy to wake up,
every day wake up so early, can die siakkkk!

I woke up at one pm then i walk out of my room,
i saw my relatives all in my living room, my god man!

I ate, full man, Nasi Lemak, so awful,
my most hated food being served as my breakfast!

Then i watched television till three pm, i came to my lappy,
on my lappy, then started writing this post :D

Talking to Samuel and Jessica, i miss you, Samuel babe.
He's angry i dint go school, heheh, how i wish i can see him again.
But Kuala Lumpur is the placewhich i don't wish to go.
Memories over there )):

Changed my blogskin, hehe.
Too bored thats why think of changing my blogskin.

Syaniza also never go to school, this is the second time which
me and Syaniza dint go school together, :D hehe.
What a small world man!

After blocking two person in my list, i feel much more better
siakkk, this two person makes me wanna kick their balls!

I edited this blogskin myself, put my picture up there :D heh.
I'm so bored right now, hehe, hope there's somebody entertain me
just for a while also can.

My uncle fixing my door knob, funny man, he was wondering why the door knob
can't be turned, laughing all the way, heh! :D

Finish eating my dinner, mom cooked, full and totally bloated now,
but no matter how much i eat uhhh, still same size one siakkk,
cannot grow fat one ))):
How i wish i can grow fat fat, i waqs actually all the way eating man.

After all my eating, then i was watching one programme which people
learning dancing tango, my god, the dance steps so feminine, hehe :D
But i'm not interested lahhh, what i'm interested is hip-hop and jazz.
I regretted back out from my dance class which i registered last year,
learning for two months then i back out, sighhhh, the dancing teacher
asked me to go back, i'm still considering lahhh, schedule very packed ))):

{I'm singing now :D}

2008-04-15T18:03:00.006+08:00

Today i woke up at six-thirty, i ate bread man, thats so awful.
Then i took half an hour to prepare then uncle drove me to school :D

Drove pass Republic Poly again ):

Then when i reached school, i saw Amillea saeting at the foyer
so i asked her accompany me go buy water.

Then went to parade square seat down talk talk :D

Back to class, having Mother Tongue, hmmms, today dint have lesson,
we watched movie, haha.

Then after that, having Dance class, something happened,
Miss Grace cried man, all because of the boys, i cried and Iqram too.
But after that boys went out of the studio, we girls continued the lessons,
we learnt new jazz steps, thats nice man!

Then break, no need to mention.

Then having English, haha, i eventually dint do anything, my god,
i wasn't paying attention at all.

Then having Chemistry that time, i quarrelled with teacher, haha,
my god, i feel so good scolding teacher, she's a dumb teacher. MISS LAU!

Then after school, i went to Woodlands Stadium with Syaniza, Shafiqah,
Shafiqah {my class}, Aslinda, Amalina, Natasha.
Hehehe, then met Azizah at the studio.

We sat there for hours, but shouting friends name.
Throwing bottles, cans and bottle caps, :D

I went back home, my room was locked, then my uncle helped me to fix it,
now i can use my lappy :D

I was so angry that he's such a jerk man, there's no longer a person like him in my
heart now, he's a totally jerk, worst guy i've ever met.

Everytime i see him in school, i feel like kicking his balls,
make him become a enunch and go gig lahhh boy, please don't act
big fuck in school lahhh. You're face just sucks,i wonder why i fall in love
with you man, i think i that time really gone crazy.

"YU" ARE A JERK MAN ! :D

2008-04-14T14:32:00.007+08:00

Today i woke up at six-thirty am, i took half an hour to prepare,
haha, i don't know why i took such a short time to prepare today,
it's a miracle lahhh, i cooked maggie mee myself and eat, today no breakfast
to eat lehhhh )):

Then after all the things i need to do, my uncle drove me to school,
then drive pass the Rebublic Polytechnic again, always
see that school, i how i wish i can get in there.

Then when reached school, i immediately sat down on the parade square then took out my books and read, today i don't have the chance to buy drinks to class, arghhhh!

Then after the assembly we went back to class, my god man, reading again siakkkk.

Then its Chemistry lesson, we had a boring lesson for Chemistry today man, i was like, half sleeping half awake :D

Then after that is Physical Education lesson, today our class boys went to take the NAPFA test then the girls went to the hall and play captain's ball, i dint play,
my leg had blister so i don't wanna jump and run.

Then break, i think i don't need to mention break lahhh, everyday also the same.

Then we went back class, Xiuling found that her phone was lost and Thinesh's and Iqram'sphone also lost, Shafiqah's MP3, my HEADPHONE LOST MAN !
IF LETME KNOW WHO'S THE PERSON, IF IT'S A GUY, I KICK HIS BALL,
IF ITS A GIRL, I'LL SCRATCH HER FACE, PULL HER AND BANG HER BOOBS FLAT ! >:( ARGHHHHH !

Then Mr Khir came to our class had a spot-check, i laughed and got punish,
squating up and down for more than ten times.

Then we found nothing, their still investigating this case, i hope i can find my precious HEADPHONE!

Then after school, i took bus and go home immediately,i don't have the mood anymore lahhh, lost my headphone )):

I texted him, but indeed forgets his number.
I deleted few weeks ago, i'm so useless, even his number i also can't recall, eventhough he already had another girl he love but does he knows i love him
from that day he hurt me?

My love for him is true but how am i gonna prove it to him?
I really need him like a heart needs a beat.

Sometimes i see him, i put on a fake smile, sometimes a even ignored him, he talk to me today in MSN, buti ignored, when i replied he wasn't there already, why am i regretting?

Sometimes i cried because of you, i even done silly things, i just can't
put that smile up in my face anymore, i'm weak in love, i sucks in love,
but i don't know why you're the only one i'm in love, ohhh shit T_T
Why can't you just let me go? Can't you?

OH MY GOD, how am i gonna forget him? Should i just delete him from MSN?
I think i should, yeppp, i really really should.

Goodbye by love T_T I HATE "YU". Its obvious enough for you to know who i'm referring to.

I'll be onlining till twelve, friends comfort me, i need you buddy.

Thats the end of the day.

2008-04-13T18:20:00.004+08:00

SERENE DONE THIS,
WHAT I GOOD JOB :D

I need you like a
heart needs a beat.

As for today,
i stayed at home and do my own things.

I went to Friendster and i can't upload
photos, so i decided to upload it tomorrow
after school, i'm coming back home straight
after school :D

I maybe going out and eat my dinner later,
haahah, but don't know where to eat tooo.
Maybe eating Botak Jones, i love it :D

I changed my blog layout again,
its my own layout, i made it just now.

Heheheh :D

I like my layout being
simple, being to funky, eeeeks ! :X

My god, so boring today, i even
lazy texting back my friends, keep texting
me but i dint reply at all, sorry friends,
i'm so lazy to go out and take my phone.

Tomorrow started school again, but
i decided not to go as in i wanna skip
the Literature lesson, i dint do the powerpoint,
i don't know how to do also, arghhhh! ):

2008-04-13T16:08:00.003+08:00

ITS ME, SERENE AND SIVA :D
WE LOOK CRAZY ALL THE TIME
YESTERDAY, AND WHAT I WILD DAY
WE'VE GOT THERE!

2008-04-13T16:06:00.000+08:00

2008-04-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

2008-04-13T15:47:00.005+08:00

I woke up in the morning around eleven plus,
i texted Serene to ask her go Bugis with me.

I met her around three, then we went to take
MRT straight to Bugis, then we actually meeting
Jacky but he dint come, went to church.

After reaching Bugis, we went to eat popiah,
Serene's the one eating, i dint eat at all.

Then after eating we went to Bugis street and
buy and walk and disturb people :D

Actually all the way buying things is Serene,
i dint buy anything from Bugis, my god, i dint waste
any money in Bugis, first time :D

Then after shopping i went to eat again.
After eating we went to Bishan and meet Siva.

After meeting Siva, we sat down and had a long talk.
After that we accompanied Siva and eat.

Then after that we went to some place took amany pictures man.
Hahahahaha, we had much much fun! :D

Then when its nine, me and Serene went to Suntec City
to find her brother and we went home together.

Thats my day man, i love it, much much fun :D

2008-04-13T15:35:00.005+08:00

Let me recap on what happened
on friday :D

I woke up as usual,
gone to school by car.

I reached school, went to the hall,
then forget what happened already.

Then went back to class,
we got reading session.
After reading, its english.
Then history, history lesson
we done some work.

Break i ate with Azizah all this people.

After break, we got D&T.
We finished our robots already,
mine is totally in a mess man,
but i think i already fixed it.

Then after school i went home immdiately
and i went to Serene's home.

Thats my day though :D

2008-04-10T19:14:00.007+08:00

Today i woke up at six am.
Hmmms, i took fifty-five minutes
to get ready to go to school.
After i got into my uncle's
car, i nearly fell asleep.

Wwhen reached school, i go to
the hall, arghhh, today i dint
buy water cause i'm late to school
thats why i don't have the time to
buy my water and i'm sick today.

We had NIC today, Ms Lee guide us
with the NIC. Its about the squint.
The eye problem thingy lahhh, took
around half an hour.

After the NIC, we get back to class
and have chemistry, Ms Lau dint come
today but we still have to take the
test, the relieve teacher gave us the
test, i cheated and kena caught, LOL!
I dint do any of the questions there, my god!

When having Mother Tongue,
we gone to the AVA Room and got a
Mother Tongue test, oh my god, i
think i pass this time, its comprehension,
my favourite and the test delayed the time
of my break, took ten minutes off my break.

After my break, is my Art Class,
ahahhahaha, my favourite subject!
I got to color the can i drawn and
i got to draw Stickman, my god, i feel
like primary school kids drawing stickman.

Then history, Mrs Chew got to go,
so Mrs Koh relieved our class, haha.
I'm sleeping and do nothing :D

Maths WORST!
I sleep the whole lesson,
GIRLS THINGY FREAKING ME OUT!

Then when after school,
me and Natasha change to PE
outside our class, heheh :D
We loiter in school for one an
a half hour then we wnet to the canteen,
i saw Haining then we go to hall
together, when its three pm,
we gone to Lab Two to watch volleyball
video, our coach's in there, hehe :D

Then we went to the volleyball court to
practice a while then time's up,
gone home by bus after that, hehe :D

What a day man ))):
TIRING!

2008-04-09T16:27:00.006+08:00

I can't upload picture today,
i don't know why ehhh, the blog today
crazy ehhh, sorry for the inconvenience.

Today's school a little bored,
every lesson today aren't my
favourite man, thats bored !
Arghhhhhhh >:(

Today i woke up at seven,
i took one hour to prepare
and my uncle drove me to school.

When first reached school i
straight away i go hall, haha.
I was searching for Syaniza but
she wasn't there but Arzeea's there.
I asked her to accompany me to the
canteen and smuggle drinks again.
Heheheh :DDD

Walking half way to the canteen,
saw Shafiqah then she followed us.

After buying drinks we go back to the hall.
Then we sat down, hot man, the fans are
on but i'm still sweating like hell :D

Today got Kuala Lumpur school band
cam to our school and perform four songs,
but they got problem at the check-point
and the performance were delayed, my god !

After the performance, we went back to class.
English lesson nothing special, History lesson,
Amanda got pulled by teacher to see DM.

Then break, nothing special, readind nothing
special, Mother Tongue also nothing special,
When Maths lesson we got a test, my god,
i do just four questions and left the other BLANK!

Then i stayed back for half an hour,
actually we're waiting for Syaniza but she only
can come out after four thirty.
But we're all tired so we went back home.

I and Shafiqah bought the same bus home.

After eaching home, i wrote this post :DDD
Heheheh, i told you, BORED DAY!

2008-04-08T20:51:00.012+08:00

{I took this photos on twenty ninth of march.}

Thats Sarah, me and Serene.
She make fun of my photo,
what the hell man, my dear girl :D

Thats me, Sarah and Serene.
They're taking photo but
i chucked into the picture :D

We took this picture and
ther other two guys got
irritated they just walk away
man, arghhh, we ran up to
catch them :D

Let me recap what happened on
that day me, Serene, Srah, Siva
and Joshua went to Bugis and Orchard.

I woke up at ten, then i prepare
until twelve something, i went
to Serene's house a wait for her
to get prepared and then we went
Bishan straight away.

We met Siva first at the Bishan
MRT station, then we went to
bubble tea, seat for awhile.

I and Serene went to Mr Fit's
Spectacles shop, we went there
for the air-con, haha :D

Then we waited for Sarah to
go discuss for their class tee-shirt.
Oh my god lahhh, the uncle talk craps
okay, what he say actually we don't
understand at all, their all confused.

Then after discussing, we went to Mrt
station to meet Joshua then we went to Bugis
first, Serene went to buy boyfriend tee.
I went there buy nothing, as for sarah,
hmmmms, i don't recall anything for her.

Then after that, we went to Orchard.
We went to the Heeren and Sarah bought
a cap, Serene bought a butterfly rainbow
belt.

After that we went to Cineleisure,
we went there to find "50" cent.
Then we ate Long John Silver.

Siva and Joshua wanna go back to
Bishan fast, then they went to
Jurong's line, me, Sarah and Serene
took Marina Bay's line.

Gone home :D

2008-04-08T17:53:00.009+08:00

I took this photo when i'm
at Wisma Atrium toilet, heheh.
Actually Serene was beside me,
but she ask me to crop away cause its
ugly, haha :D

Today's school's fun too, hehe :D
Cause got Dance class and end at one.

I woke up at six-thirty am this
morning as usual,then i got everything
done by six-fifty five, hehe.
After that my uncle drove me to school.

My uncle was finding where he parked
his car and i accompanied him climb
four floor, oh my god man, its tiring.
then reached school at around seven-fifteen.

Then i went to foyer, i saw Amillea and
she ask me whether wanna go canteen and
buy water, smuggle drinks ehhh, hehe.
Actually i'm also finding people to
go with me, so i went with her.

During Dance class, we got a test.
We have to recap what we've learnt.
I gruoped up with Azizah, Jasmin,
Natasha and me, hehe, there's someone
which i don't wanna mention though.
I got eighty, Azizah got same with me,
Jasmin got seventy-five, Natasha got sizty-five,
another person got seventy.

Then today during Chemistry lesson,
we got to do experiment and its fun :D
We burn the what ribbon then its like
fire cracker like that, hurt the eye.

When Matematic lesson, Mr Wong gone crazy.
I don't know who exactly cause this.
He shouted at us, first time since
school reopens, oh my god man!
I hate him now, i thought he was friendly.

Then school ends at one, everyone gone
to the stadium, left a little people in school,
hehe :D Our class got CIP, must go to Christalite
Home, i dint go, i went to Bishan and meet my cousin.

I meet her around two-fourty five.
I reached Bishan and she havent reach
so i waited for fifteen minutes, thats long.
Then we went to Sarah house there buy contact
lenses, i bought brown and blue, but blue
don't have stock so i have to take it tomorrow.
Serene bought grey and purple :D
Her purple also no stocks so she helped me
collect it tomorrow.
We pay seventy dollars for four contact lenses
and two solutions, thats very cheap man, haha:D

Then we went to Ang Mo Kio and eat Macdonalds.
Gone home after that, Serene forgotten to
collect her solutin and make-up remover.
I'll pass it to her tomorrow :D

Tiring day man ((:, but fun!